‘Monster.’ -pt10-

I tidied up the mess that he created in the room and sat to think about my next move. I felt like I had been backed into a corner and the only way out was to run into Tae's arms, but I couldn't do that. He's driving me insane. I mean I guess you could say I'm already a little insane but that's not the point. He's changed me; I'm different now. I cry, I feel sad, I feel anger and jealousy. All feelings I had shut out for the past 4 years. I knew I had to leave before I couldn't stop myself. What would I do if I let myself fall for him and couldn't bring myself to leave him? I'd eventually be alone again because he would leave me in the end. Then I'd really be broken inside. Like I said before, everyone and everything is temporary. Never get attached.

I think it would be best if I trick him into thinking I like him. I'll flirt a bit here and there and just when he thinks I've completely fallen for him, I'll run for it. I'll run and won't look back. It's going to be hard because if I accidentally flirt to much and start developing strong feelings, it'll be hard not to look back. Also, I have no clue where the hell we are so that's another problem. Then again, when he falls for me he might trust me enough to tell me his secrets. I could find out where we are and make a route of escape. It's a messy plan but there are no other options. This plan had to work and it had to start ASAP.

I had to start by apologising for dismissing him so bluntly earlier. I'll act so apologetic he cries out in forgiveness. I got up and headed for the door, I put my hand on the handle and paused for a second.

'Come on Ria, you got this' I quietly reassured myself.

I swung open the door feeling powerful and brave and took a step out. I still don't know my way around this place so this should be interesting. I start walking down the long hallway. The screams of these strangers still echoing through the doors. Who are they? Why are they even here? More to the point, what the hell is this place?! I continued walking trying to ignore the sounds but my curiosity got the best of me... again. I decided to peep through one of the doors to try and figure out what this place was. When I looked in I couldn't believe it. There isn't words to describe what I was seeing. It was genuinely indescribable. I wanted to scream but couldn't speak. I wanted to run but couldn't walk. I was useless, helpless and breathless. I stood there. I just watched in utter shock at the sight before me. Thoughts were racing through my mind like cars but I couldn't hear any of them. Kim Taehyung is a shocking species. Is it even okay to call him human anymore? That crazy, vile, animal-like monster. Yes, monster. He's a monster. I don't know what I was supposed to do with myself after witnessing this but there was one thing I knew for sure. If I'm leaving, that poor boy is coming with me. There was no chance in hell I was leaving him there. Not with them. I knew he had to come with me but I couldn't even bring myself to my senses. I was still traumatised. All I could do was silently walk slowly backwards away from the door. Step by step. Breath by breath. As I kept walking I felt firm hands grip my arms from behind. I didn't jump, I didn't scream. I knew exactly who it was. That monstrous Smell filled my insides like oxygen.

'Ria, I have an explanation.' He tried as an excuse.

'Kim Taehyung, you're a monster.'