Hell. -pt14-

I woke up in at a familiar scene. Disgustingly familiar. I felt my head spin and suddenly remembered the last thing i heard. Tae loves me? Hahahah lol his split personality really got him confused. Is he even capable of feeling love? I don't think so. Anyway after putting 2 and 2 together i realised there is no way i could be here at this place. It was crushed and renovated after the murdering of my parents occurred. The sight, the memories, the trauma. Being here made me feel sick even though i knew it wasn't real. Was i dreaming? Am i in a coma? If that gang little shit head has put me in a coma the second i wake up he is a dead man. Despite being in a real life nightmare, i began creating a story of how i'd kill that gang member in my head before my sweet thoughts were interrupted by a voice i had not missed.

'Ah finally Ria, you're here'

I didn't even have to turn around to know who was talking. It was him.

'Did you miss me sweet heart? I definitely missed you. I missed the sound of your cries and screams when i stripped you of your mind'

I screamed. I screamed hard, painfully and loud. What else could i do? I felt helpless and weak in his presents. I never thought i'd have to face him again.

'WHY DID YOU KILL MY PARENTS? THEY WERE ALL I HAD. WHY? THEY DID NOTHING WRONG AND YOU... YOU.. hahahahaha you're disgusting, you deserve nothing.'

I felt myself changing. I knew it was happening and i could've stopped it. But i didn't. Part of me wanted it to happen. Part of me needed it to happen. I pulled out the gun i kept on me, which for some reason i had as this whole scene wasn't really real, and pointed it to his head. I let out a breathy laugh before pulling the trigger. Twice. One for my mum and one for my dad. I killed my uncle. I killed him for the time i watched my parents die and couldn't do anything. I killed him for all the times he tortured me and i couldn't escape. I killed him for my family. The relief i felt was indescribable. It was euphoric.

Everything went black. I woke up again only a few seconds later. Confused as to what was going on i began to breathe heavily.

'Ah finally Ria, you're here'

This was not happening. I just killed him how could he be here!? I remembered this wasn't real. Nothing more than a simulation in my head. Something i couldn't stop, change or overcome. This would repeat forever. This was hell.