Nervous heart beats

I'm sitting in front of him ..

Shyness has just gave birth to the two red babies as my cheeks.

Putting both of my hands on my lab, tangling my fingers nervousely!

*What an over dramatic kid (>_>) *

*Nazz smiles quietly*

And I'm surprisingly smiling with all my small teeth saying hi to to him (!^=^)

As they usually say, I has an ear to ear smile.

*It's okay*

*I just replied in my way*

*It'll be less awkward if we only started something together*

As to comfort myself, I used to say something positive in my head.

"Hey, come to play together!" he said, smiling.

*giving me his hand in front of my face*

(o_o) *me startling*

I didn't understand any word, but I was pretty sure -as a child- what the word 'play' stands for!

"Okay!" I said, smiling just as quietly as he did.

I hold his hand and stood up.

*Nazz started walking fast enough to pull me and make me ready to run*

*"Finally!"* saying to myself, *let's get rid of the awkward moments!*

He took me to where the other cousins have already gone to play.

We started playing with them, running, catching each others, winning, losing, laughing and getting tired enough to sit on the ground between the houses, we can't even walk home with only two steps away. (~*>*)~

*"Hey Liyaaaa, come home for a little bit"*

*My parents are calling me for lunch*

*Bye" I said, smiling with my hand waving softly.

"See you" he said while I'm heading to my house.

...

*One hour later*

*Knocking on the door*

*The door opens*

"Hey Nazz, how are you?" Said my older sister.

"Good, how are you?!" He said, "is Liya here?"

"Ya she's inside, come on in"

"Thank you"

"Oh Nazz, you're here! How are you sweetie?" Said my mom, kissing him on his cheek.

"Oh I'm good aunt, thank you", smiling wide, "I wanted to see Liya"

"Sure, she's in her room, right over there"

When I saw him coming (from the door's small opening), I ran to sit normally on my bed, as if I didn't know he's here and reading a children magazine.

*I think.... I just think, that I like him, a- as- as a friend of course :$*

*The door opens*

"Hi Liya"

"Hi" smiling because I'm speaking in English, even though it's just a small word ^-^

*He came in, sat next to me, looked at me and smiled*

Then took the children magazine that I was reading, flipped the papers over and put it on the bed.

*My older sister came over and sat in front of us*

"Do you have fun here, Nazz? Do you like it here?"

"Ya I like it here so much!" said interested.

"Oh great! How about we play something?"

"Suurree"

*He looked at me, put his hands on my shoulders and asked*

"Liya, want to play?"

"Hm? u- uh-ah" I said, nodding my head.

"Grreeaatt !"

He seemed very excited ! His smile was wide.

He's.... He's so happy !

I liked it !

I liked seeing him happy, especially when it's because (I'm) going to play with him!

He looked at me with bright eyes, they were shining like a star!

I smiled unvoluntarily!

I felt so happy that he's excited about doing something with me.

*How adorable he is! \(*3*)/*

...

Fortunately, I was comfortable with him, I liked being together, playing or even only sitting.

That was a part that I never felt of before!

Did you ever try to be confused about who's that in front of me!? Is he a friend? A neighbor? A colleague? A bestfriend? Or probably, a crush?

I was that confused, telling myself that I'm too small in age for such a thing, and that I newly knew him, it's been only two days!

So at the end, I just took a decision, that he's my friend, and I like him !

...

*At 9 o'clock in the evening*

"Ok I'm going home now, it's been too late"

"Oh it's been 9 pm already!! Time flew so fast!" My older sister noticed.

"Yeah" he said disappointed.

*I wanted to say something too! He was playing with meee (*>*), so I just got in the middle with the only word which I remembered then*

"Tomorrow?" I asked. As if I'm inviting him to play tomorrow (!^=^)

"Oh sure! I'd love to!" He answered, smiling in his incredibely adorable way ~(!*o*!)~

So I just understood that he agreed !

...

I slept well that night ! Thinking about what would we play tomorrow? Should we play alone ? Should we play with everyone then go alone?

But I liked him only, I want to play only with him ..

If other kids were to come play with us, I'd feel uncomfortable again..

Should I suggest games that need only two players? *Muahahaha, laughing as I'm putting plans... Secret plans!*

*I slept while thinking*

Interested for the new day, wishing for the upcoming days to come along fast !

*(Honestly, I wished that to be with him everyday !)*

*Sleeping*

ZZzzz...