She had begun healing

''To be able to sit here with you all, I'm really grateful. I never thought I would be able to talk about this, but here I am!''

Xin Yong paused for a while, getting her thoughts together. Everyone waited patiently for her to speak.

''Well, I fell in love with someone. Someone I thought loved me back.

 Have you ever been in an illusion? A fantasy that felt so real? I mean, back then I could have sworn on anything living or dead that he loved me too. He was my first love, first kiss, everything first; and it wasn't until he left me that I realized that he had become part of me. ''

Her face drooped, but she forced a smile back on. She was willing to talk about it now, she had kept it in for so long and she knew talking about it would help her get over it soon.