[11] Sneakily

Maybe this is the only good thing I will ever do in my life but I do know it's the only good thing I've ever done since I came to this world. I owe him the truth and that's what I gave him. I saw him wipe at his eyes and I know he's crying.

I feel pains too but I can't cry, tears won't even come out. Why am I the only unlucky girl in the world? Why can he cry out his pains and I can't.

I watch him got up still in tears and then he walked out of the room slowly and defeated.

I don't feel anything for him and this makes me wonder why I feel so bad when watching him break down ..I'd do him good though, I told him the truth so that he can move on.

I got up from the bed and dressed myself properly, I used my hand to arrange my hair and as I feel ready to walk out of the door, I saw a teardrop hit the floor. I still couldn't believe that it's mine and so I touched my cheeks just to be sure.