i have imagined myself falling countless times, from the bridge, from the top of the school building. there are days i wish to experience the wind pushing me as i fell down, and if that was the last thing i ever felt, then that will just be an added bonus. but it wasn't yet time for that.
i had promised.
i won't be feeling the ground break me just yet, not today.
maybe i will break the promise like every other. but that's not today.
so why do i feel disappointed when i landed on the safety net.
I could do nothing but stare, looking at nothing.
i could hear jack wrestling Luna and holding her down. but everything was distant. it felt like looking at a movie, i felt like a viewer, just watching as everything happened.
i felt numb, not a new feeling, but one i still very much disliked.
Luna is alive
Sam is alive
Chris is alive
prof stone is alive
and yet i don't feel satisfied, i don't feel good, only this numbness, the feeling of having accomplished nothing at all, because
Frank is dead
he is still dead
i still feel helpless like i felt years ago, on the snow watching my world fall apart.
everything feels the same.
i had gotten up at one point and moved automatically, watched Luna be taken into the police car, gave a small hug to sam and chris, then i walked home.
this wasn't a game, it never was from the beginning, but does it even matter anymore?
because everyone who died aren't going to come back.
i locked the door behind me, the entire place was silent, no loki, no ace, no max. it was just me and it felt like i was feeling loneliness for the first time all over again.
i wasn't even able to make it past the living room before i was on the floor, staring at the ceiling.
for the first time since i had agreed to be a USD member, i wondered if it was all worth it.
was finding the killer worth it?
is this what justice is all about?
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ANNA (newspaper club member)
SERIAL KILLER. or GHOSTS
who knocked the door?
"I AM BACK"
(made with blood
of the first victim)
Miss jas
a book called "death"
contains info on the
people who died
new victim- Emma
lake or school
USD TEAM
U - undercover
S - student
D - detective
CRIMSON LAKE
victim 2- emma- lake- drowning
victim 1- rose
Clues
1) the Cresent moon
symbols - SAM - third victim
(terra) not LUNA - killed(pushed from the stairs) (died ten years ago)
adoptive parent- prof stine (accomplice)
suspects- the parents of the victims and the principal.
secret passage- newspaper club room-photo
miss jas's diary-information about all five of us
the killer is a he
sam- mountain or river
victim 3- sam- mountain
principal, teachers - plan? - victim's parents knew luna
Luna's letter - game - two victims left
Sam - lying about amnesia
- knows the killer
Victim 4 - Chris- same age as sam and sam's friend
- middle school third year representative - 20/04/2019
Victim 5 - Frank
luna - maybe an art student?
the letter from terra to luna
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