the fall

i have imagined myself falling countless times, from the bridge, from the top of the school building. there are days i wish to experience the wind pushing me as i fell down, and if that was the last thing i ever felt, then that will just be an added bonus. but it wasn't yet time for that.

i had promised.

i won't be feeling the ground break me just yet, not today.

maybe i will break the promise like every other. but that's not today.

so why do i feel disappointed when i landed on the safety net.

I could do nothing but stare, looking at nothing.

i could hear jack wrestling Luna and holding her down. but everything was distant. it felt like looking at a movie, i felt like a viewer, just watching as everything happened.

i felt numb, not a new feeling, but one i still very much disliked.

Luna is alive

Sam is alive

Chris is alive

prof stone is alive

and yet i don't feel satisfied, i don't feel good, only this numbness, the feeling of having accomplished nothing at all, because

Frank is dead

he is still dead

i still feel helpless like i felt years ago, on the snow watching my world fall apart.

everything feels the same.

i had gotten up at one point and moved automatically, watched Luna be taken into the police car, gave a small hug to sam and chris, then i walked home.

this wasn't a game, it never was from the beginning, but does it even matter anymore?

because everyone who died aren't going to come back.

i locked the door behind me, the entire place was silent, no loki, no ace, no max. it was just me and it felt like i was feeling loneliness for the first time all over again.

i wasn't even able to make it past the living room before i was on the floor, staring at the ceiling.

for the first time since i had agreed to be a USD member, i wondered if it was all worth it.

was finding the killer worth it?

is this what justice is all about?

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ANNA (newspaper club member)

SERIAL KILLER. or GHOSTS

who knocked the door?

"I AM BACK"

(made with blood

of the first victim)

Miss jas

a book called "death"

contains info on the

people who died

new victim- Emma

lake or school

USD TEAM

U - undercover

S - student

D - detective

CRIMSON LAKE

victim 2- emma- lake- drowning

victim 1- rose

Clues

1) the Cresent moon

symbols - SAM - third victim

(terra) not LUNA - killed(pushed from the stairs) (died ten years ago)

adoptive parent- prof stine (accomplice)

suspects- the parents of the victims and the principal.

secret passage- newspaper club room-photo

miss jas's diary-information about all five of us

the killer is a he

sam- mountain or river

victim 3- sam- mountain

principal, teachers - plan? - victim's parents knew luna

Luna's letter - game - two victims left

Sam - lying about amnesia

- knows the killer

Victim 4 - Chris- same age as sam and sam's friend

- middle school third year representative - 20/04/2019

Victim 5 - Frank

luna - maybe an art student?

the letter from terra to luna

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