My fight with me ...

I was at the same place again from where I entered in a new world ..."for which , every girl or boy dream , at least once in their lives ,"... but my life has taken it's U- Turn from there . I was not crying now , nor there was any smile on my face . There was like a complete silence inside me . neither happiness nor sadness , nothing was left . I didn't want to talk to people around me . It got disturb me . I was only answer in minimum words when my loved ones try to cheer me up ... And Happy couples hahaha ! they were like salt on my unseen wounds , those days. but yes ! one thing was so true that I was not able to sleep properly for months ... I remember , rarely I slept for a whole night , that time ... sometimes at midnight ...or oftenly after 2/3 hours ... I got awake because of an unknown uneasyness...I was feeling aimless , direction less person ... in short "A FAILED ONE"

but ultimately very soon I started reckon , rebind myself once again . I started running in early mornings ... which were really so helpful ..THAT COLD FRESH AIR, BIRDS CHIRPING SOUNDS , AND ME WITH MYSELF ONLY ...

I choosed to keep myself busy . I start give time to myself only , to my hobbies i.e singing , listening music , meet with old friends etc. and yes " SPENDING TIME WITH KIDS "... ( it is world's best thing , which can make you happy instantly )

and finally I started search for a job . I Was not highly educated actually ... I had just a simple graduation , degree in my hands ... and a hope for something better.

my search is ended with a call letter for an interview . I was called up to go there very next day ...

next morning I woke up so early , got ready , took my documents and reached that place almost one hour before ...on the given timings they started to line up the candidates..

one by one all candidates were called , the clock on the wall , and my heartbeats both were sounding alike ...as if , only they were allowed to speak there .....

suddenly a shrill female sound reached to me through my left ear ...

AATMZA MATHUR...!!!!!!! MS. AATMZA MATHUR....

yes mam ... ( I replied )...

it's your turn mam ... you may please go inside.

okay!!

I entered , in the cabin ...and they were three ...write in front of me ... on their opposite direction there was a black revolving chair ...which was for my sitting..

I was quite nervous ... because it was my first interview ...before this I was given home tutions only ...never worked for any company or institution...

anyways ... all well if ends well ...

I got that job of a content writer .

actually this was a yoga Institute ... and my job was there to write at least 3 articles daily on yoga 's different benefits , kinds , use in healing different deasese etc.

I didn't have any experience of writing ... or about yoga before . but whatever it was ...

I was happy that I have got the job ultimately...

although I was selected because I was the lowest paid employee there ...only 7 k per month ...

the cheapest and long lasting ...