Ch-6

Jimin's POV

"Thank you for showing us love by coming here and cheering for us, Army".

Namjoon hyung said smiling infront of the vast army ocean.

"I love you!!". I shouted.

"Kamashamida".

And then we bowed, announcing the ending of the concert.

It is always an emotional moment to say goodbye to all of them.

As much as I want these moments to last forever, but I know it is inevitable.

And off we go to the offstage.

•••

"It was amazing, did you see how they sang along?".

"I love them, even if they don't understand the language, there is never the lack of cheering".

"And jiminie, you were flirting again, huh..?". Hobi hyung teased.

"Ahh...hyung what are you talking about?". I said flustered.

And we continued like that.

"Lets have a meal for the success of the concert". Jungkook said.

Of course the muscle pig can only think about food.

"I agree". Taetae cheered excitedly.

The others agreed too.

"You guys go, I have some work-".

"You are coming!". Yoongi hyung said sternly.

"Hyung I really-". My pleading was cut off.

"And you are the one who needs this meal the most".

"Exactly hyung, just look at yourself, you have become so pale and thin".

That's the point idiot, I am on a diet, I thought

"Please guys...".

"If you are not coming then no one's going". Tae announced.

They really don't understand, they know that I am on a diet but no they are always trying to make me eat.

I am not left with any other option.

I sighed.

"..Okay..".

"Yayy!!".

"Lets go!".

They will never let me get a proper shape.

•••

So here we are at the jangmayas, having a meal which could feed almost half of the population.

They just had to order TONS of food.

"Jiminie eat, here let me serve".

Here we go, all the workout and diet goes to vain.

If this continues then my chubby body and cheeks would be back.

Just the thought of my chubby body, makes me feel terrible and I lost the appetite to eat.

"Jimin..!". Yoongi hyung glared.

As a sign for me to start eating.

And I obeyed.

Yoongi's POV

"Jimin..!".

I glared at him as I saw he wasn't eating.

He quickly obeyed.

I know how he has been starving himself for weeks.

Calling it as his diet.

Diet! He calls eating one meal in two days dieting. Idiot!.

He doesn't even know the difference between starving and dieting.

And why is he doing that..?

He is insecure no, insecure is an understatement.

He is disgusted with his body. I dont even understand why, I mean if anyone has seen his abs, they would faint then and there.

People would die to have such a body.

But no, as I told you he's an idiot.

Doesn't know the difference between common things.

A sudden tug on my left arm snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Hyung...see he isn't eating again". Jungkook said eyeing jimin.

He was staring at the plate which was full with food.

He didn't obey.

Okay.

That's it.

"Jimin!".

He instantly picked up his chopsticks and started to dig in.

"No, stop".

His eyes widened and he looked at me.

"What...?". He looked confused.

"You don't want to eat right, then don't".

By now, full attention was on us. Everyone stopped munching on their food.

"Hyung what are you-".

"No jungkook let him starve, that's his wish".

I looked at Jimin again, who now had his head hung low.

"For weeks we tried hard to  make him understand that his body needs all this food, even forced him to eat, but no he doesn't want to acknowledge that".

"He is stubborn and just wants to make a fool of himself by testing the limits of his body".

"And until and unless his body doesn't give up on him, he'll continue his stupidity".

I just spat everything, he needs to know the truth, whether he likes it or not.

"He will continue till he can no longer perform and-".

"Hyung STOP IT!". He shouted.

And that's when we saw the tears that were flowing yet so easily through his eyes.

He was hurt. I knew he would be.

But I was shocked.

Jimin crying is very rare, he doesn't show his weak sides to anybody, like no one.

"Stop, please". He whispered.

"Jiminie don't cry". Tae hugged him.

But he pulled back.

"I-i don't-".

"Wait, first relax". Namjoon handed him a napkin.

Jimin's POV

Every word that he spoke, felt like a needle being pierced through my heart.

Why did he say that.

It hurts, his tone hurts.

And I burst into tears.

"Hyung, STOP IT!".I shouted.

Everyone was taken aback and were shocked.

No, not because I shouted but because of the hot liquid which was dripping through my eyes.

I hate to show my weak self but what can I do, his words hurt, so bad.

"Jiminie don't cry". Tae hugged me.

I don't need their comfort.

I pulled away.

"I-i don't".

"Wait, first relax".

Rm hyung handed me some napkins.

"We'll continue at the dorm, okay". Jin hyung patted my back.

I merely nodded, I wasn't in a state to talk.

"I'm sorry, I was too harsh". Yoongi hyung apologised.

I didn't look, I couldn't and didn't want to, so I just nodded.

•••

"We know you are upset but we all agree with yoongi".

They all nodded.

"You all know why I am doing it".

"Yes we know but we dont understand why you do that".

I scoffed.

"What is that supposed to mean?".

"You say that you don't like your 'fantastic' body cause according to you its ugly but we don't see a single flaw in it let alone ugly". Tae explained in a calm tone.

"We are doing this love yourself tour, but when we ourselves won't follow the message that we are spreading, then its useless".

"Who are we to tell them to love themselves when we aren't doing the same. Huh?".

That's true.

I can't argue on that.

They waited patiently for me to speak.

"But my voice cracks-".,

"Humans make mistake Mr. Park Jimin and you are a human, so its natural".

"You are not alone, even we do those mistake, we need to accept that fact, try to improve them and move on".

I looked down.

"So what should I do of these insecurities..?".

They get the better of me.

"You are loved by many Park Jimin including us, you are perfect in our eyes, so keep those revolting thoughts aside and enjoy your life to the fullest with your loved ones and ignore those haters.....and I am sorry for before". Yoongi hyung said trying to look at my eyes.

I lifted my head and smiled.

"You don't need to be sorry, I am a stupid".

"Now that we have a month break from the concerts, you'll get the time to recover". Jin hyung told.

I nodded.

"I am sorry to worry you all".

"Oh please, suga hyung needs someone to drive him crazy like today, its the most he has spoken in days". Namjoon hyung joked.

"Yah!!".

I laughed.

"I don't know what will I do without you guys".

"You would probably die by starving".

They all burst laughing.

"Hey!".

I opened my arms signaling them to wrap their arms around each other for a group hug.

Third person POV

As they group hugged, reassuring themselves that no matter what the situation is they have each other to face it together.

Jimin will recover with the help of his brothers.

But what he doesn't know is that soon he'll meet a special someone who will solve all his problems.

Because she is the cure to all his pains.

Who has been assigned to him since birth.

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