Ayazu

Jake Brown is a starting freshman in college who has absolutely no experience falling in love, let alone be in a romantic relationship. All he ever did was study. One day, he was involved in a serious accident which caused him to have a concussion and since then had memory gaps and rifts. Fast forward on the first day of college he comes across Rose Sanchez. Fate plays its part and entangles the two into a swirl of emotions as they ‘get to know each other’. Will they get past the serendipity test? Or will they get overcome by the serendipity curse? Will they commemorate how they are related? Or will the secrecy of their past be buried and retained in the past?

Lost in Serendipity

Everything just got even weirder than it was before. And here I thought things couldn't be more foggy, I guess I was horribly wrong. So, right now, there are a few explanations I can think of as to why the hospital doesn't have a record of Rose. 


One: It was the wrong hospital. I could have mistaken which hospital I brought her into since it was at night. But then again, I left during the day and I'm sure that it was the right hospital, so that's out of the question.


Two: Rose Sanchez isn't her real name. I'm really skeptical about this. This could probably be the reason as to why her name wasn't on the patient record database of the hospital, but the fact that her documents all say that her registered name is Rose Sanchez tells me that it is impossible. How did I know? Duh. We go to the same school and universities ask for identification cards and/or proofs to identify the name and background of the student.


Three: She doesn't use her name for public institutions. Another thing I am skeptical about. Why would she use a different name for public institution? That would only be the case if she is a runaway inmate from prison, which is highly unlikely, right? Even if she is a psychopath she isn't really a criminal, right? Oh I got the goosebumps and the chills thinking about it, but I really don't believe that's the case.


Fourth and Last: She didn't want to be found out. This is probably the most sensical reason for me. She's probably hiding from someone. But from who? It's like she didn't want anyone to have known that she stayed at that hospital. Everytime I feel that I'm slowly beginning to understand her more, something like this happens. 


Right now, I don't know where or how to look at this situation. I'm lost in this swirl of events. I really don't know. 'How I wish I could just take myself out of this mess.' 'Oh wait. Since when did I start caring about that psychopath? I'll just stop caring then.'


As of now, I really am unaware of what is and has been happening to me and Rose lately. It feels so weird. I feel a connection between us, but I can't tell what. I just can't seem to figure things out. I want to ask her directly but I can't find her anywhere. I want to know everything because it's driving me crazy, but she is nowhere to be found. Why is it that when I don't really want to see her, she seems to be all around me, somewhat following me, but when I do want to see her, she just goes MIA(Missing in Action). It really is so frustrating, but I'm more frustrated over the fact that I get frustrated about these things.


I AM LOST