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I used to know what i looked like in the mirror, but now all I see is a stranger staring back at me. they say us kids grow up to fast, but how do you measure what's in a mental year. decades of data, and yet we don't know our own laughter. you'll say you know it, you heard it once or twice while telling a joke in class. but how long will I wait until you notice it's fake. reality hit me pretty hard, so now I know half of what is my fate.

I maybe be dull, but I'll see you tomorrow. I stay up thinking what if I grow up drinking. how will my past effect my future. they say that life's not fair but, the ones who talk are the same one who had a head start. put down the mirror And look threw the window.

thousands are dead, and yet you sit with music in your head. WAKE UP. AND TAKE A LOOK AROUND. there taking us by force. SHUT THE FUCK UP. it's a joke it's all just a joke. THESE ARE YOUR THOUGHTS TALKING TO YOU DONT DROWN IT OUT. Just Listen. why. nobody every listens to me. why should I listen to you. because I'm all you've got, I'm your thoughts.