the gift of who knows what

Today will be a better day, wait today is right now. I mean tomorrow, Shut up your talking to loud. Here chew this gum so you can drown out all the sound. Pleh is this mint flavor, yes. What the hell i hate the taste of toothepaste. sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I just wanna die. but I still keep on going. was it worth, was it worth it. I stayed living was that such a burden. Is it really living if your doing it in fear. waiting for all the judgement. criticism kills you. yes I know but look I'm still here, I'm still young. I'm still to young to drink a beer. all these years was just a test trial. now I'm shaped and developed, I know what I want and I'm gonna keep my head up. you can't stop me you can't knock me down. I mean you can but I'll just get right back up. I'll run till trip, I'll fall till I hit...my head. I won't stop moving till I die. I'm now living so I don't need to survive. Ill make my mistakes, I earned my place. I can talk, I can scream, I can lie in bed. FUCK you you fuck all your rules. sometimes you times you need to brake what's there to make something new.