this is my life now

something i never expected was to be so well respected. but that day has been continuously happening, and that is something i never want to go damp and free. people who stay and can look me in the eye, people i can joke with. thier so opened minded i dont feel like i have to lie. people with a simaler story, people who care, when no one ever did. and even when people cared for a reward...well those people who respect me; also helped me break free. surviving is just a memory now, wether it was right or wrong...it happened. and its over, its finally over. i cant believe it. and although scars were left behind, its nothing i havent delt with before, so fuck it because winning dosent make the pain stop,it just makes it hurt more. but fuck it I'm still going to complain, because fuck you.