Crazy in Love

Lenè's POV

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I stood up to leave and smiled at Dr.Kisluve, I mean Ken, no that seems wrong to refer to him by his first name. I almost grabbed his hand but then I went for a hug, that's what happens when you're stuck in thought. He smiled at me as we walked back to his room. After Father's outbursts I found myself confused on how I never knew anything about him, truly.

I tried not to think about it too much. Kisluve opened the door for me, I stood in the middle of his room and from a distance, just staring at him. He closed the door behind him "Are you okay, dear?"

"Ken", I spoke softly.

His gaze softened "That's cute, calling me by my first name."

I tried not to smile but I couldn't help it when I was with him.

He came closer to me and smiled "You were amazing back there."

"Thank you", I grinned.

He put one hand on my face then he pulled away and cleared his throat "What were you about to ask, Lenè?"

"Are you married?", I asked shyly.

Kisluve chuckled "I'm 25, Lenè. I promise you I do not have a wife. I just graduated med school early and I completed residency early and I've been a doctor for two years basically, well five when you count residency."

I smiled at him "You look young."

I leaned against the bed "I always wanted to go to medical school abroad, I have a bachelors degree in Neuroscience."

Ken's eyes widened as he smiled "That's awesome, Lenè!"

He looked more excited than I was "Well, why didn't you study abroad after you got your bachelors degree?"

I looked down at my feet "He didn't want me to."

He stared at me, I could sense it "The more you tell me stuff like that, the more I hate him. I admired him for a bit before I saw the other side of him I didn't know he had."

He then lifted my chin "Hey I'll pay for it-

I pressed my lips onto his, I felt as if I was craving it, his love, and his attention.

He pulled back "Is there something wrong?", I panted.

He looked at me "Do you want me to sleep with you Lenè, or are you craving love and affection?"

I climbed on the bed "I want both, ever since we met, I've missed you. The conversations we had were the deepest I've ever had with anyone else and-

He partially leaned on the bed and pressed his lips onto mine. I kissed him back, closing my eyes and allowing myself to be pushed further and further onto the bed. I caressed his hair while he kissed me, he then took his hair tie off. With his hair in his face and the lustful look in his eyes he quickly took off his shirt before he kissed my neck. I panted while he gave me a hickey. He then aggressively pulled down my bra. I yelped quietly in shock since it happened so quickly. He stopped everything he was doing. I saw his look of worry , I gently caressed his face deeply staring at his native features but those ocean teal eyes couldn't be persuaded so easily. He grunted as he pushed himself off me. I gave him a confused look as he rubbed his tribal tattoo on his lower back. He glanced over at me, turning his back "I like you a lot Lenè, I do, I don't want to rush into things, let alone ruin it."

I grabbed his hand "I promise, you didn't hurt me. But, I respect your decision."

He finally turned around and kneeled by the bedside "You're an amazing woman, and when the day comes I'll cherish it."

"If the day comes…", I muttered.

He kissed me deeply before hearing a knock on the door. He quickly signaled me to put on my dress, quickly. "Yes!", Ken answered without opening the door.

"It's me, can I speak to Lenè?", he sounded frantic.

"Noah?", I muttered.

Ken looked at me briefly before opening the door. Noah, looked at Ken, breathing heavily. "Fuck!"

He broke down right then and there, Noah stumbled almost falling on the ground. Ken, immediately kneeled down and held him tightly. I never saw Noah cry like that, ever. Ken tried to comfort him when he calmed down a bit. "You still have a father figure in your life, I would be grateful for that."

Noah sniffled "He's my brother… my half brother but sure enough… I'm not going to feel the same way towards him, no wonder I barley got a long with him… you know?"

Noah wiped his tears noticing me on the bed "Shit… sorry I didn't mean for you to see that."

"It's okay, everyone needs to cry at some point, it's nothing to be ashamed of", I smiled.

He nodded then pulled out a folded piece of paper off his pocket. He crossed his legs and gave the paper to Ken. I watched his slowly open it "That's my dad… look how happy I look with him."

It was a photo with his dad holding him on his lap, while my aunt kissed him. Ken smiled "It's a lovely picture but if you reminisce about how things could of been it'll eat you up inside like it's doing now."

Ken then handed him the picture back "Cherish what you have now especially during these times."

Noah nodded "I understand but it's easy for you to say than do."

Ken smiled "I'm here whenever you want to talk."

Noah nodded "Thanks Dr. Kisluve."

They shook hands, Ken then sent Noah on his way. He stared at me after he closed the door"There's so many things going on, it would be best if all of us focused on the virus."

I gently lifted myself off the bed "Tell them."

I stood infront of him "There's nothing wrong with reminding them of-

Ken held me tightly, giving me a peck on the lips "I want to protect you, I do, and the only way to do that is getting rid of Damien… well his ideologies."