Chapter 1

My clothes flew open and I was left only in my undergarments . Every cell in my body was steamed up , leaving my face red as ever .

The heated surrounding left me in nothing but a moaning mess . I gasped everytime heat surged through my skin . It was so heavenly ....

" oh yes.....oh yes...." My husky voice trailed softly.

" Ahh.... This steam is going to give me orgasm someday " I mumbled to myself as I lay in my empty bathtub .

"Alex !" I groaned at the Interruption although this interruption is nothing new but still !

The glares , they give me every time I would entire that place .

My dad's office .

If it wasn't for father , I wouldn't even take a shit at that place .

But unlikely for my father , I am just a business deal .

He likes to kick me at men's feet for deals and benefits , which goes all above my head . And when things are quiet down , they kick me back to my father's feet .

So , he can sell me again , and again , again .....

And the fact that , I let him do this to myself , disgust me even more .

I disgust myself . Sometime . But then I owe my life to him . If it wasn't for my father , I could've ended into some hell hole .

He saved me from the savage world.

And I would do anything in my power to repay him . And about me ? I am alright . As long as he keeps remembering me . I don't care if it's for my good or bad .

Somewhere in his cold unfaithful heart , I have a place . And that's what keeps me breathing .

I am HIS DAUGHTER . THAT'S WHAT I AM AND WILL BE .

" Alex ! Come out at once !"

" What is it ? Stop with the shouting already ..." The steam was preventing me from getting cranky . But , seriously , she needs some zipper .

Bang !

" What the fuck !" I cursed as my locked door clashed against the wall .

The bathroom was packed with steam , which kinda relieved me from my naked self . But as the gesture of protection I still had my hands covered my female parts .

" Holy lord ! Alex ! Are you trying to boil yourself ? " Edna overreacted , as usual .

" No , Edna . It's called stress reliever " I answered her as I got on my feet . I found my undergarments kissing the floor . However I don't remember taking them off . Hmm..... Somewhere in the middle of my thinking I must've threw them .

I quickly grabbed them and mingled it with my naked body .

" Mr. Walter is asking for you .... Could you , could you please come out ? My fucking eyes are burning ! Oww!" She shouted again .

Edna is my caretaker . Her mother is a maid at our house and she loves me . Edna and me grew up together . She was like this big sister , always watching my back . So father made her my caretaker .

But she is more like my best and one & only friend .

" Aha ... Just a minute " I answered as I covered my lady parts with a towel .

" In that time you should try closing your eyes ..." I advised her as I tied it .

" Or may be you should shut up and come out " she yelled .

"Alright . What's up ?" I spoke as I appeared in front of her .

" He is calling you "

"I got that already . What's up with you " I asked placing my hands at her shoulder .

She looked straight into my eyes before sighing out loud and looking away .

" I don't know how to say this to you " what is that look on her face ? Is she pregnant ? Dammit I told her keep an extra condom always .

" You know you can tell me anything " how could she have unprotected sex ? How could she act so freaking careless ? Oh my god , I'm going crazy .

" See , I've been trying to tell you this , since long time " ahhhhh..... I gasped . In my mind . How many months ?! Fudging speak !

" Soo.. you-you don't think it's high time you should stop ?" I starred at her , confused beyond my imagination .

" About ?" What is she talking about ? Thank God , she ain't pregnant .

" You , you know , stuffs , that you do , for your - your father " her eyes are roaming everywhere but to me .

Right there i knew what she is trying to tell .

" I know ...What I do is wrong ... but - but don't you see ? He calls me his daughter , whenever I do it ... Don't you ? " I asked her desperately.

" Yea and the only time " she glared at me . " Look , i know you love him and you're doing this for him and all but you don't owe him a shit . It's his fucking duty to love you " she paused to catch her breath , " it's his job to make you feel safe and MAKE YOU STAY AWAY FROM RUINING YOURSELF " she gritted her teeth .

The only thing I could do was gawk at her , because first , she is right . And second is she knows that she is right .

" No daughter , does that , to make her father love her . You have to understand , he is just using you to dig more money " her pleading eyes starred straight into my almost teary eyes . I knew this is all wrong but the pathetic truth is hard to swallow , when your only friend is pointing it out .

It wasn't like, I was unaffected with this , it was just , I'm used to it now . There were nights , when I would cry myself to sleep because I lost my virginity to "some" guy for "some" business.

" I need to think . I - I need time . I can't do this right now . " My voice was breaking .

" Oh honey ..." She wrapped me in her arms . " I know , it's hard . And trust me you don't have to do this now " she pulled apart only to meet my confused stares .

" What I mean is , you don't have job or money . You father is like the only support you have . You need to support yourself first and get a good roof on your head . Yea?"

I nodded .

She wiped my tears " now stop crying and get going "

She kissed my forehead " I'm always here "

" Thanks " I smiled faintly at her .

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