Legs shaved ? Yes.
Underarms done . Wait . Do they smell ? I tried to sniff , even though it was impossible in this tight dress .
No . I smell totally fine .
Vagina shaved and cleaned . Yep yep .
Totally passed as a certified whore .
I huffed as I walked towards dad's office .
I want to look perfect . Even if it means sucking my belly in and wearing really high and uncomfortable heels .
I don't want to let him down . This is the only time , where I am useful . For him . For his business.
I stopped in front of the meeting room . It was not empty . I can hear voices . Not too loud .
My breathing gets faster , everytime I'm close to this door .
" Ms. Walter ?" I jumped up with the sudden robotic voice , almost like a recorded one . I turned around for its source .
" I'm sorry . Didn't mean to startle you" she apologised with the same robotic way . Her face is consisted of neutral expression .
"It's ok " I smiled politely as possible .
" Mr. Walter will see you now . This way " I wanted to shout at her face that ' this is my father's office , woman ! ' but my politeness got in the way .
I followed her quietly , watching her butt swing left and right and almost felt bad that she is not robot .
She stopped in front of dad's office door .
She was about to knock , when I spoke up " I can take from here . After all I'm his daughter" I smiled but the devil in me danced .
Her so called neutral face , finally showed some expression , as it frowned at me . Got you !
Shweet revenge !
She turned dramatically and walked away .
I rolled my eyes and turned .
I drew deep breaths , preparing myself . I repeated the only mantra i had 'he loves you . You've done this for 3 years . You will be fine '
I closed my eyes and knocked on the door . "dad ?"
" Come in " his heavy voice came from inside .
I entered myself . He was engrossed in some paperwork .
I cleared my throat to get his proper attention .
He looked up and smiled . " Come sweetheart , sit "
I smiled back and pulled one of the chair in front of him and flopped on it .
It was a normal looking cabin . Few paintings and a grand couch , a book shelf , a table between us and some chairs filled the cabin .
" So , how's your home schooling going ?" He asked , closing the file .
Yes , I don't have a social life , other than Edna and yes , I do home schooling .
My dad wanted to protect me . He doesn't trust anyone , until he knows everything about them .
I rarely have him home . Can't really give much attention to my studies or go around and search for people , who want to hurt me . So , home schooling is great .
And I have tutor , who happens to be my dad's friend and I am doing well .
" It's going great " I smiled .
" I'm so sorry for not being parentally attentive . But trust me honey , I'm trying . You know I love you right ? " He got up and walked up to me .
He turned my chair to face him and kneeled down in front of me .
" What are you doing dad ? Get up " I questioned .
" I'm fine . Fine . " He took my hands in his . "Alex , you know that you don't have to do anything for me . I feel so pathetic as a father . It eats me up every night that I make you do something like that . That I am ruining your future . " He supported his forehead on our joined hands . I felt his tears . My eyes welled up too .
" There wouldn't be any future , if it wasn't for you " I spoke up .
He looked up . I grabbed his face in between my palms . " yes dad , there wouldn't be . I mean , I have everything a girl could ever ask for and more importantly , you love me . You took me in , when people ignored me . And I don't feel guilty doing anything , when it comes to you . I love you dad . "
" I love you too , sweetheart " he kissed my forehead . " But this can't happen anymore . This needs to stop " I starred at him dumbfounded .
" Yes , you should stop , even though this is the biggest ever deal I've ever had and if I get it , our company will skyrocket . I don't care . You are more important to me " he forced a smile .
" I am totally fine dad . Don't worry about me . Stop saying such things . I'm doing it . It's best for company and you " I can't let him stop me because he cares about me . No . Never .
" I don't care about shares . I'm calling off the meeting " he hurried towards the telephone .
" Wait dad !" I took away the speaker . " Ok dad I won't do it " he looked shocked .
" What do you mean ? "
" I'm trying to say is , I respect about you not wanting me to do this anymore " he froze up with my announcement. Is he that happy ?
" But I after this one . As you said this one is the biggest ever and I don't want any harm . So please dad ? "
He shook his head . " No no no no no . Not anymore . No last . "
"Please dad ...Please please please . Don't do this " I pleaded him .
After few moments , he sighed .
" Ok . But this the last " I hugged him .
" Thanks dad . Don't worry . I'll be fine" my muffled voice spoke .
" I hope so " he patted my back .
Knock . Knock .
We pulled apart .
" Yes ?" Dad answered .
" They have reached sir . They are in the meeting room " she spoke .
" Yes yes we're coming " he gave me a tight smile .
" Let's go " I followed him behind .