I came out from the guest house the next morning. When I tried to get out of the house, I offered that Rs 50,000 cheque from the house servant and said that he had told her to give me this cheque and she said aditha left house early in the morning. Hmm ... I knew it.
I took out the check and left the guest house and went straight to my home. Then after that I never went to clubs or campus. I worked as Full Time Servant as a house owned by PS group company owner.
Life is amazing. He do not know who I am. He does not want to know either. I did not want to go back to the places he's around. It's best not to meet him. I did not have the courage to go back to the campus once I came out from his house that day. I want to get ride of all this from my memory. But then I could not stop remembering everything again and again.
.........
three months later..
" When are you going to stop this nonsense, Manel ?
What ?? Now, you're saying that everything that happen to our family has happened because of me? Oh.. Please, man... If you stop borrowing money from others, then everything is going to all right.
Everyone in this family live like a wealthy because of my money. because I give all off you to money and get what you need. "
I just opened the door to go inside the house, and I knew it.. that they are fighting from sound coming from the house. I'm not feel well from morning. So I open the door without sounds and went inside. I did not want to get middle into the fight between my mom and dad. So I slowly walked into the room. But I could not go any further. My eyes were crushed and everything become dark around me. That's all I remember. I was waking up again in the hospital. My mother and father came to me when i'm trying to open my eyes.
I can feel the dark aura around them at that moment. If that was not the hospital, I would have thought that I would be killed by them.
" What do you mean doing a job? and what dirty thing are you doing as a job ah... ???
Why Mommy?
Shut your mouth. I've come up with a lot of questions here. Who is the father of that kid ?
Kid? What does Mummy say?
What's wrong? Don't you know ?? don't pretend., of course i'm asking about the child in your womb.
A child ... "
After that, my mother did keep blaming me. But my head was just full with thoughts of my child. It's just that I'm going to be a mother.
i don't want to be a mother. i'm still 20 years old. how can i be a mother ?