I did not take a proper meal for a week. Only thing I did was cried. Because I did not want to be a mom at this age.
My mom and dad did not get angry anymore. One day my mother came to my room and said, "If you want this child, you can take care with him using your own money. We do not have enough money for a another child. You can make a choice, you do not have an influence from us, from now on."
My mom went out of the room. I do not know why. After that, they did not tell me anything. The next day, I went to the bank and get money using the cheque aditha gave me. I had to spend it on my baby. Since I do not have the chance to go to work now, I have to took care of everything in my own.
Did the family stay with me as well ? don't know yet. So ... anyway, they also never looked for me and did not speak to me. I was also wrong in this matter, so i did't expect any help from them. The only good thing they have ever did to me give rights to make my decision.
I had no idea about my child. Until i meet the doctor. I was scared until then.
"Mom, do you hear that?" It's your child's heartbeat.
That means my child is ok ?
Definitely .. A healthy child .. "
From that moment on wards, I realized that I was change about the thought that i had previously. I can say that I started to love the child from the moment i heard his heartbeat.
"Son, forgive me, at first i dislike you, but I promise you will be protect you .. I will not let you be in trouble..
Trust your mother. "