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his hands, they couldn't stay still. he touched me.. he held me in his arms, his hands gently rubbing my neck, his other hand tightly grabbing my waist....

he kissed with much force. i kissed him back. he did his magic and i couldnt resist. his hand held me by the collar of my shirt and went to unbutton it. i didnt know what to do... like i wanted to do it with him.. but not with a broken toe and pain killers that make me sleepy... no i am too tired for this. i stopped kissing him. he looked at me shocked. i pretended i was tired and pulled my blanket and turned over to sleep. he spread the blanket on me and just left without a word...

yes, i know i shouldnt have done that. but hiw can i do that with someone who is not even ready to date, with a non-human , with a half-alien... yes.. i do love him and i cant resist when he glares me with those seeuctive blue eyes... but i just cant... i started sobbing into the pillow...

the next day when i woke up there was a plate with food and my pills left on my table.. and a note...

"i had to leave, i will come back by noon.. sorry."

i ate the food and the pills . i didnt know where he went. was he gone to feed on human blood. it was still scary no matter how much i tried to forget. i am living alone with a creature... but i trust him. he wont he just wont... attack me. i wish he could turn human , so we could spent the rest of our lives together. THATS IT!!!

turn him human. the reason he avoids me is that i bring human nature to him... and i could do it .. by seducing him... yes i can... turn him back to human...