Want me to teach you? (13)

"Oh~, and why are you looking for your bag?  Don't tell me you still plan on going home when you're this drunk?"  He said. He didn't shout at me but the way he coldly said it made me cringe back.

          "I'm not that drunk, I can still go home.  And besides, I can't stay here it's not proper for a girl to sleep at a guy's place when we don't even have anything to do with each other!"  I said with my voice a pitch higher. I wasn't even able to control what to say and actually blurted out what my thoughts are!

          I just sighed to calm myself down and look at him.  "Since I can't find my bag, can you just lend me $10 for bus fare?  I'll return it to you at school immediately including the change!" I asked.  I have to thicken my face to borrow money from him. I need to get away from him or I don't know if I can still hold myself back.

          "No."  He flat out declined.

          "No?!  You don't expect me to walk home are you?!"  I couldn't help shouting now. Although I can walk back home since it's somewhat close to my place, like 4 blocks away, I'm still drunk so it might take me forever to go home and might fall asleep at an alley or something!

          "Who says you're going home?  Do you think I will allow you to go home with the state you're in?!  Stay here and you can sleep on the bed and I'll sleep on the floor! Now drink your soup or I'll make you drink it!"  He shouted.  

          I stared at him with shock clearly showing on my face.  As far as I can remember, he doesn't shout at me, the only time that he shouted at me is that when I accidentally fell from the stairs when I collided with a schoolmate while I was running away from him after teasing him way back in high school. 

          "But I can't stay here, what if someone sees me and spread some rumors about you?  You're a freshman and it's not good having bad rumors swirling around you, you know?"  I said, trying to reason with him.

          "Let them gossip.  Now drink this soup or I'll feed it to you!"  He said with a hint of threat in it.

          I looked at the soup and a thought flashed in my head.  If he doesn't want me to go home I'll show him what happens between a man and a woman behind closed doors!  This will frighten his stubbornness away!

          I smiled sweetly at him and leaned closer.  "Eh~, you will feed me? How will you feed me?"  I smiled at him and licked my lips. I can see that he stiffened at my change of attitude.   I know I don't do this but with the borrowed strength from the alcohol, I shamelessly tried to act seductively. 

          I slowly crawled near him and with my left hand reached for the soup.  "Or do you want me to feed you instead?" I daringly said. With the soup in hand, I drank a mouthful and went near him.  

          I slowly went near his lips and when my lips are a breath away from his I stopped.  Why isn't he moving away!? I cried internally! If he doesn't move, I will take it that he's consenting and will actually do it!  I slowly counted to 10 to give him time to snap out of it and moved away.

          After counting he still hadn't moved, if he's not going to move then don't blame me for what I'm about to do and let's just blame it on the alcohol if he gets mad!  While thinking this, I shamelessly press my lips on his slightly opened lips and transferred the soup in my mouth to his. I can hear him gulping the soup, and I slightly smiled.

          After feeding him the soup I didn't move away instead, I pushed my tongue inside his mouth and licked his teeth and the inside of his mouth.  I wasn't satisfied so I pushed further and licked and played with his tongue as well.  

          After being satisfied with what I did, I stopped and about to pull away when suddenly he grabbed the back of my head and then he pushed his lips to deepen the kiss.  Now he is the one pushing his tongue inside my mouth and even sucked and lightly bit my tongue and then my lips!

          I was surprised at the sudden counter attack I didn't know what to do!  He released my mouth for a little bit and gave small little pecks on the corner of my lips then proceeded with kissing my cheeks down to my chin until he reached my collar bone.  The way he kissed me is gentle but mixed with something I can't figure out.

          His kisses traveled from my collar bone to the crook of my neck and there I felt a little pain, but it was so good and I can feel my body heating up that I can't help but moan a little bit.  I was startled at the moan that escaped my lips that I covered my mouth and tried to pull away from him.

          When I tried to push him, I can see his face flushed and his eyes hazy, I can see there's a hint of wanting from him.  Was he affected by the alcohol too? I can feel his left hand on my waist is so hot. Is he feeling it too? I'm really tempted to give in and let things happen but this is wrong.  He might end up regretting this tomorrow and might feel responsible for what will happen.

          With great effort, I completely pushed him away from me and I stood up.  "I'll need to go to the toilet!" I excused myself and hurriedly ran to the bathroom and hid there!  What was I thinking!? I was crazy to think of taking advantage of him while intoxicated! My crazy-obsessed-stalker half is trying to take over again!  I need to try to pretend that it never happened and just go home now or I might not be able to control my self and eat him up!

          I peeked at the door and looked at him.  He was still sitting on the floor where I left him and his head was down.  I guess he's sleepy now? I need to go home and not stay any longer while thinking that, I quietly came out of the bathroom and stayed at the front of the door.