Want me to teach you? (Last)

"I think that I really need to go home.  Can you give my bag back?" I quietly told him, while my head is down not looking at him.

         He raised his head and looked at me.  I don't dare to look at his face since I know my face is blushing due to the indecent thing that I did to him!  At the corner of my eye, I can see that he is staring at me. He stood up and walked towards me.

          I was so shocked when he suddenly reached out and grabbed me!  He wrapped his arms around my waist and he leaned over and whispered in my ear.

          "Do you think I will let you leave?  Don't you think you should take responsibility for the actions that you did?  You stole my first kiss you know?" His voice low, he gently bit my earlobe that made me shiver in excitement and anticipation.

          But what did he say?  I stole his first kiss!?  Impossible! Wasn't he dating that Areum girl back in high school!?  I heard rumors that they started dating and even saw them together! I quickly pushed him a little bit so that I can look at his face.  

          I can see that he wasn't lying and that his face is serious and his eyes clear.  OMG! I stole his first kiss! The feeling of happiness and somewhat expectation rushed through me.  But of course, I need to be real here. Even if I stole his first kiss it doesn't mean we will be an item.  

          " What do you mean to take responsibility?!  It's just a kiss it's not like you will get pregnant with a kiss or that your chastity was taken away from you along with that kiss!" I may have said that but deep inside I was hoping that the reason why he wants me to take responsibility was because he has the same feelings as mine 

          "It may not be the same as taking my virginity or getting pregnant, like as if a man can get pregnant?  Don't tell me you didn't remember what you did before? Who was it that threw away the love letters that were supposed to be given to me to the garbage bin outside school?  Or how about burning them at the trash bin at your backyard? Or what about the time there was a rumor spreading that I was into guys!? Then having fights with those girls that were chasing after me?  Since you already did all of those things then be responsible for me being single until now!". Why was it that instead of being angry, he has this tone as if bragging all the horrible things that I did back then?

          " I'm sorry!  To make it up to you I will introduce you to all the beauties at school that I know of!  Just don't take revenge on me! Like they say revenge is not the answer!" I know I was speaking nonsense but I panicked at the thought that he knew all the things that I did!

          "Still not getting it!?  I want YOU to take responsibility and not pass it to someone else!  Do you know how frustrating it was when you were avoiding me back then?  Even until you graduate you didn't even let me have the chance to talk to you!  Now that we have come to this, I will not let you off!" After saying that his hold on me tighten.  I felt like the alcohol is getting to me and I think I'm starting to be delusional again thinking he likes me.

          " Okay, I'm sorry already!  How do you want me to make it up to you?  I'll do anything so that you'll forgive me!"   I shouted without thinking.

          When I said that, I felt that the stiffened for a second.  "You said anything that I want?" His voice was so faint that I almost didn't hear what he said.

          " Yes, anything that you want just loosened up your hold on me! I'm dying here!"  I pleaded with him.

          He might have loosened his arms but his grip on my waist is so tight I can't get away from him.   My heart is about to explode by being too close to him. Good thing I can still hide my face by leaning on his chest.

          "Then be a good girl and be mine."  He said like it's no big deal.

          " I'm sorry, I think my hearing is not good today, you want me to become a mime?  To be honest, I'm not good at doing the mime thing but if that is what you want, then give me time to learn it then after a year I will be able to perform a good show for you!" I said that and looked up at him to show my sweetest smile.

          He narrowed his eyes and pursed his lips, showing that he is not amused at what I said.  "It seems like you won't honor your word and just try to brush it off as a joke. I guess I have to show you my sincerity then?" After he said that, his right hand held the back of my head and then his lips covered mine!

          I gasped when I felt his warm tongue licking my lower lips but by doing that I gave him access to go inside my mouth.  I can feel his tongue probing inside my mouth, licking my gums and then prodding my tongue so that I can move it forward for him to suck and bit it lightly.

          With passing time his kiss deepened as if trying to look for something inside my mouth.  I feel like I'm not able to breathe anymore so I tapped his shoulder repeatedly. As I got his attention he withdrew his lips from mine.  I was gasping from the intensity of our kiss and I feel like my knees had gone weak and I was clinging to him as my life depends on it!

          Seeing my flushed face and ragged breath, he smiled and looked satisfied.  " It looks like you don't have any experience with kissing, that's good! It means that I'm the first guy you kissed.  Since it's like that do you want me to teach you how to breathe through your nose while I'm kissing you deeply?" My mind was still buzzing when he said all that.  

          "What do you mean teaching me!?  And didn't you say that I was your first kiss?  Why are you so good at kissing?" I complained to him.  I mean, how can he kiss like that when he's also a virgin?  

          "I may not have any experience but I did my research.  I'm smart enough to understand the gist of it and now I'm applying that knowledge.  Aren't you glad? I'm only doing this all with you and no one else. So from today forward, I will teach you all the knowledge that I gather starting from dating to marriage and the activities included with them.  Since you gave me your word that you will do anything I want, for starters, you're going out with me now and you are my girlfriend and future wife. So, you are stuck with me for life!" After he said that he gave me another deep kiss without giving me any opening to decline or accept his offer!

          But who am I to reject it?  I have been in love with him since I was 17 years old.  I will take this as his vow to be with me till we grow old together.  And as expected I wasn't able to go home and stayed the night at his place.  (๑ ิټ ิ)