Chapter 120: We need to talk (2)

December 6, 20XX (Sunday)

New York

After getting what he wants, having her by his side. Gu Chen wanted more and more, he yearned for her to loved him then. But no matter what he did, he felt that he could not break the ice cold heart of hers.

Gu Chen hugged Song Yu tightly in his arms, he sniffed her scent. The alluring scent that always seems to make him attracted to her, the scent that made him feel a sense of longing. Gu Chen leaned towards her neck, 'Hiss' Song Yu cried in pain as Gu Chen bit in her neck.

Song Yu did not move, she let him bite her, She knew that he was trying to mark her. She could feel the frustration, the helplessness, the adoration all from the bite. It was not that she did not want to talk to him, it was just that she did not know where to start or how to start.

She trust him, but she still felt hesitant to tell him. What if one day she leaves him, she did not want to....'BAM!'

All of a sudden Song Yu was stunned speechless when Gu Chen flipped her over and pinned her agaisnt the window, he got her hands on both sides of her head. Gu Chen had on a furious looked, "Don't even think about leaving me!" he kissed her in a rough manner, biting and sucking on her lips.

The two secretary had long left the room after they were instructed by Gu Chen, hence he dared to do such a wild act. Song Yu did not know how to react, she lost in comparison in strength. She could not breath as he was kissing her too roughly.

She could feel the disappointment from the kiss, sadness and anger all crashing into her through the kiss. She struggled hard, trying hard to breath. After what felt like an eternity, Gu Chen pulled away. But lips did not leave her's.

Their foreheads were against each other's, "I have said many times, I can give you what you want except leaving me.." Gu Chen said in a soft tone.

Song Yu looked in his dark black eyes, she felt heartbroken seeing the sad and disappointed look from him. "I don't have time to talk now.."

"Then when is the good time, hmm?...Yu Yue?" Gu Chen prompted.

Song Yu did not speak, she remained silent. Further angering Gu Chen,"Do you love me?" he asked in a hesitant tone.

Song Yu did not know what to say, she did not know whether she loved him or was it just a....she did not know. "I....I..don"

"I'm tired....tired of loving you..." Gu Chen let go of Song Yu, he turned and was preparing to leave but was stopped by Song Yu.

"Sorry" was the only word Song Yu could utter, which made Gu Chen even more disappointed. He did not turned over and looked at Song Yu, he walked off in a decisive manner. Song Yu wanted to stopped him, she wanted to chased after him but she did not not what could she say or what could she do.

She knew she had utterly disappointed him, she felt that he deserved someone better. She felt she did not have the rights to stopped him from leaving, since she could not give him the love he wanted. She did not know what was the reason to stopped him from leaving her.

Tears started streaming down her face, her heart felt like it had been forcefully squeezed. They had too many secrets, both of them did not understand each other well. From the beginning of the marriage, till then. Everything was off Gu Chen's control, nothing was what she wanted.

She knew he meant well for her, she had too many secrets and danger around her. She is afraid of pulling Gu Chen into her mess, if she knew she was going to leave him sooner or later. There was no point stopping Gu Chen then, she did not want to hurt him once more.

Since it had become like that, she could only force him to leave her.

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Outside the office, Gu Chen walked out in a icy cold manner. His eyes looked stony, he gave off an unapproachable look. "boss?" Ye Xun called out.

Gu Chen did not look at him, he walked past him and head towards the lift. Both Ye Xun and Jack was puzzled, everything looked fine a while ago but why did it became like this.

Ye Xun hurriedly left for Gu Chen while Jack ran into the office and find Song Yu, "Boss what happened?" Jack rushed in and called out to Song Yu.

When Jack came into the office, Song Yu was sitted on the floor leaning against the window. "Jack.....he left....this time round....he really left me.."Song Yu cried out.