Thought-6-Dream

I had a dream, last night. It started off slightly ridiculous, I was at Disneyland. I only say that's ridiculous because the times I've gone their it hasn't been a pleasant experience. Not to say anything bad happened, it just wasn't fun.

I was at Disneyland walking, more wandering, around. I didn't get on anything, I didn't eat, I just kept walking. Then suddenly I see a ride, I cant remember what it was but, something drew me to it.

I get in the back of the line and suddenly I see him, and at first I'm afraid. I'm sad, I'm guilty, I was so many things in a couple seconds. He turns around, and he recognizes me. Walks over, and holds my hand.

All my worries dissappear, I spend the rest of the day with him. Just wandering, no longer lonely. Happy, content. For a second I think its a reality, and then it fades. I wake up, gone is his embrace. All I feel is the cold wind from my window.

Gone is joy, gone is warmth, all I feel is numb. My dream used to be my reality, all I ever wanted was what I had. It's all gone, it's all my fault.