Thought-7-Friends

Sometimes I sit here and wonder. You know all those stupid slice of life animes where the main character is in middle school and he has that group of friends. The picturesque moment where they walk together on the road as the sun sets. I always wondered why that could never be me.

I see all these people forming groups of friends, or people in the past that I've known form groups of friends that they stay with for the rest of their life. People they'll know for 20, 30, 40, 50, or even 60 years down the line. People who knew you as a kid and stuck by you through it all.

I'm sitting here struggling to keep one friend. What I would do if I could have that amount of love and friendship. It would change my life entirely. Maybe things wouldn't seem so dull. Yet now that I've grown up, and now that I've been out of school for a long time now. It really nails in the fact that I'll never have that kind of friendship with anyone.

I just wish I had one good friend like that. Is that too greedy of me? Maybe so.