CHAPTER 37 - was it greed or true love?

Sakashi looked at him and gripped his shirt on his chest and leaned her forehead on his chest in between her hands that gripped his shirt. "I know you just said not to rush, I know you said it will just happen if it's real love, but at the same time I I trust you and I want to do it. If I do start to panic then I guess stop. But I I can't live in fear..." she told him as she began to weep. "Besides I can feel my body yearning for affection. It's like I need someone's physical touch.." she began to beg. Kalebize leaned down and whispered into her ear, "hun because you have been raped, your body now naturally craves it. Please don't rush into anything until it's with the person you want.." sakashi looked at him slightly frustrated and gripped his shirt and kissed him firmly, she pulled him closer into her and wouldn't allow him to pull away. Kalebize suddenly slid his hand up her shirt and gripped her breasts as he kissed her firmly back. When he noticed She didn't respond in any hesitation or nervousness he did not pull away from her, he suddenly grabbed his car keys and turned the car off. He shifted his body a little closer to her before sliding both his arms around her waist under her shirt and clenched his hands on her lower back. Kalebize wasn't intending to go any further. He only wanted to just enjoy a simple make-out session,

Sakashi's breathing became heavier and kalebize was beginning to lose his focus. His mind began to wander and fall into a temptation to just take her now. He felt the moment heating up with their kissing getting tighter and heavier, his lips pressed tightly against hers. his right hand began to maneuver down into her jeans until his fingers slid through her panties and began rubbing her gently. Sakashi didn't show one sign of needing to stop that allowed kalebize to move forward. He then began to slide a finger inside of her. Sakashi jumped at first but gripped his shirt pulling him closer into her. She pulled her lips from his lips and gasped in sudden pleasure and slowly began to pull his shirt up and over his head. Kalebize realized sakashi was serious and could no longer hold himself back, he was ready and couldn't resist, he allowed her to pull his shirt off completely. Kalebize looked into her eyes and smiled softly. "Are you for certain? He asked her. "Uh-huh." She replied and began to kiss his chest. Kalebize by then felt turned on, he lunged forward to lay on top of her and adjusted her seat until it pushed backward laying them both lower like they are lying down. With sakashi lying down straight He unbuttoned her jeans and pulled them down, he still paused to monitor sakashi's behavior but realized she still hasn't shown any hesitation. He gently began to Massage her thighs before pulling down her panties...

sakashi wrapped her arms around his waist and gripped his pants. She began to push them down before she gripped his Bare hips.

He gently slid two of his fingers inside her with his right hand and pulled her shirt and bra off with his right hand. Sakashi arched her back and let out a sudden moan. Her hands fully pulled his pants down and felt kalebize lift his legs to kick them completely off. He began to slide his finger in and out until She began to quiver. Her hands gripped his shoulders and rolled her eyes back. Once he became hard enough and slid his fingers out. Sakashi lost all train of thought. She had fully been seduced and forgot about her fears and hurt.

He looked at sakashi and wrapped his arms around her and gripped her back pressing his body into her until there was no gap between them. with no warning, he shoved his penis deep inside of sakashi. Sakashi squealed at first and gripped his shoulders hard, we pressed her forehead into his chest and began to allow tears to fall from her eyes as she moaned out loud, "are you ok? Should I stop?" he asked her before continuing. "don't stop." she told him. Kalebize began to thrust slow and steadily until he heard her moans increase In volume. He began to thrust harder and faster and began to moan himself.

Sakashi had to bite her lip to stop from screaming. Sakashi moaned loud and gasped several times. Kalebize began to lose control over his emotions and began to weep in happiness as he felt his own virginity be taken by the girl he loves most. He couldn't believe sakashi was this willing and ready to allow him to go this far. Sakashi noticed his tears and wanted to speak but couldn't find the words as she moans in a higher pitch. She was about to orgasm.

His thrust started getting faster and more urgent as he began to moan louder, his breathing increased in volume and heavier. He whispered into her ear slowly. "sakashi, I love you, but I'm going to...." he couldn't finish his sentence before coming. He stopped breathing heavily and pressed his forehead against hers. Sakashi smiled and kissed his lips softly. Kalebize returned the kiss.

They fell back into together and sakashi arching her back to press her breasts into his chest. she let him pace the occasion slowly. She didn't want this to end so quickly. Their lips drifted apart and just leaned their foreheads against each other. At some point she opened her eyes and saw him watching her, observing her progress, he realized she chose him. She just doesn't realize it yet. He thought back when he got upset at leemodo almost being the one to have this moment. He knew he was just jealous and questioned himself if he was wrong or not. He deep down didnt like watching the girl he loves the most love someone else. But he felt a slight regret with that small fight. He didn't want to do this with her so soon, he couldn't

Hold back and he began to question if he was just being greedy or if this is a real true love moment between both of them. Was this greed? Jealously, frustration, love? He couldn't figure it out. He feels as if he needs to tell leemodo what happened and talk this through. But now he's scared. He's not sure how he will react and the uncertainty of their friendship. Or even leemodo taking sakashi in a different way. Sakashi listened to his fast pacing heartbeat and giggled. she ran a hand through his hair and began to relax in her breathing. "leemodo might get jealous so let's not tell him." sakashi suddenly spoke. Kalebize looked and sakashi and smiled softly. "sakashi, can you remember anything about your past?" he asked her. Sakashi looked at him and sighed "no." she responded with a disappointment. Kalebize signed and moved off of her and jumped into his seat. He got dressed and turned the keys to start the car. " let's go look at your apartment now." he told her. Sakashi needed and got dressed along with him. "you mean our apartment?" she asked him as she giggled. Kalebize smiled and began to drive "sure." sakashi smiled and began to look out the window, sakashi drifted off to sleep leaning against the window, causing a silence for the rest of the trip.