Her Past (3)

Shi still did not understood the reason why she trusted Yang so much and felt calm with him around. Keeping her thoughts aside she again started to tell him as she continued her story from where she left it earlier.

"After the accident the first thing I remember is waking up in a white room with machines all around me. It took me a moment to register that I was at a hospital, resting in a bed. I was in a coma for around three months before finally waking up. At first I was a bit disoriented and could not remember why I was there, I was also unable to speak before my throat was very dry. As I layed there I started to recount the events which brought me there and suddenly I felt as if I was hit by a truck as I started to recount everything, the flight, the journey, and finally the accident.

Upon remembering my mother I tried to get out of the and fell onto the ground in my unsuccessful attempt. I must have fallen pretty hard because that is when the door opened and an old couple entered followed by a doctor and nurse. I still remember my first question to them, it was 'where is my mama' and then..... and then.... then.... "

With this she once again broke down. While Yang sat beside her helpless as he had no idea on how to console a person, so he only had to wait for her stop or to lesten the intensity so that his words could reach her.

"It's alright Shi, cry it all out and them move on. I know that it might be difficult to but you have to, you have to put it all behind you and live to make yourself happy because that would be the best thing you could do for yourself and your Mother."

After a very long time Shi finally calmed down as she sat there silently, Yang was also quiet because he knew that she needed time to collect her thoughts.

"Yang let's just skip this part, I am still not strong enough to say it. I hope that in the future I can but no, not right know I can not."

Yang was looking at her when she spoke and it was at this moment that he was able to recognize how strong Shi was as a person and how fortunate he was to have someone like her in his life.

She may be falling apart, but she's been there before. She will take her time as she mourns the pieces she no longer needs and gather the rest of her, the best of her, and with a smile, she will walk away.

She may be broken for a while. but that's okay. She's working on it cause she's not one to leave a mess lying around.

She will get over it because she is strong.

Some people may just label her as a beautiful girl, but you really cannot comprehend it until you understand that she is the result of the pieces that she refused to let life take away from her.

And while they all fall in love with her smile she waits for the one who will fall in love with her scars.

There is a rawness about her that many don't understand. She is chaos in the wind and fire across the sky and not everyone can appreciate the beauty of a storm. While it was exactly what she was, a storm that came into his life unannounced but surely welcomed with open arms.

She was rare, and he knew that he would never compare her to other women. She was a celestial nymph, causing cosmic warfare with his soul.

She was his supernova.

She isn't just a women,

She is the novel you read from cover to cover and yet you read again and each time you do,

You find something that was missed before.

After stabilising her emotions Shi once again started telling him about herself,

"And then after I was able to recuperate I was brought to the old mansion where grandpa and grandma lived. At that time my brother were already living there and that is how I came to know all of them and I actually feel blessed to have them in my life. To me they are more than my family and they are also the only family I will ever recognise. I spent all my life after the accident living there with Grandpa and it was only recently that Grandpa gave me test with the condition that if I passed it I could do whatever I want. The test was to actually go to University K and to befriend and gather intel from Hua Ning and Yuan*."

When Yang heard her he was preety surprised at such a strange test and could not help himself but ask,

"Why was such a strange test given?"

"That was because when Grandpa investigated the accident, it was found out that the women with whom my father was the daughter of the Guan family. When the old head of the family came to know that his granddaughter was involved with a married man and also had a child with him, he did not take it well that she was not the legal wife, because for him it was a matter of pride and that is how the Guan family and Mr. Zhang joined hands to, well you know."

Shi explained it to him without much emotions in her voice.

"Oh, and actually I do not have anything against Hua family, they were planning to take over the Zhang Cooporation. I do not care for the company but it also doesn't mean that I should let them have it, right."

Shi finished her story only feel that her heart had lightened as if a burden has been removed from it, and it was all thanks to him. After sitting in comfortable silence for a while, Yang was the first one to speak.

"Thank you for telling me all this Shi, I know that it must not have been easy for you to share it with me. You should hurry up back to bed as it is quite late, Goodnight."

Yang bade her goodnight even though he still had some questions, but to him her sleep was more important than his questions. He watched as Shi made her way upstairs while still deep in thoughts,

He knew that she was the type of women who needs time alone. She feels deep, she thinks even deeper. Her alone time allows her to figure out her mood, where her energy is, and how to take each step in life.

So, he will allow her to be alone, but only for now because when the two of them sort out their relationship, he would always be there for her and never allow her to be alone.