Chapter 34 : Just For A Little Bit?

I've finished eating my meal, I've also finished drinking my tea.

When we were eating, I couldn't hold a proper conversation because I was too nervous.

The others were worried about me but I couldn't help it..

After all, the four of us had officially become fiance, you know?

We would return to our room, sleep together on the same room as fiance, you know?

Everyone was of legal age and I was already 21 as well.

There was high probability that we would do that, right??

And furthermore.. The one on receiving end would be.. Me, right??

The three of them were much bigger than me, of course I would become nervous!

"...? Ren? What's wrong? You're dozing off."

"As I thought, you still need more time to rest, Ren-kun. Come,let's head off to our room so you can catch some sleep."

Seemed like they've been calling me for a while but I didn't realize it.

We were going to return to our room so soon..?

It was still raining so hard.. So going outside was out of question..

It was already late at night too..

If we were in Pedrell, even though it was already night time, I could still go and hit the bar but there was no establishment in Baunov that still opened at night except this inn.

I guess the only option left was going back to our room.

We became fiance out of the blue, I hadn't the time to prepare my heart for this yet!

"No, I've already rested enough. My body is alright but.. There's something that I wish to discuss with you guys later.." I replied.

"Is that so?~ Well it's good if you're alright~ If it's Len-chan, no matter what kind of thing you want to talk about, we're all ears~"

If I didn't ask them now, I would be too afraid to ask them later.

Even though I doubt they would take someone against their will, my heart wouldn't stop feeling anxious if I didn't talk with them properly.

"For now, let's return to our room." Fer-san stood from the chair.

"Yeah."

"Ah, I will go to the front office to settle the bill, okay? Since we're going to treat all the patrons tonight."

With that, Sig-san went to desk while the rest of us waited for him before we started to climb the stairs to our room.

Ahh, my heart wouldn't stop pounding!

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"Ren-kun, would you please sit on the bed?"

When we got to our room, Fer-san asked me to sit on the bed while he took folding chairs from his magic bag and set it in front of the bed.

"Ah, okay."

He also took additional chairs for Chris-san and Sig-san.

"So? What is it that you want to talk about?" Sig-san started.

This was the pivotal point of my life so I'd set things straight today otherwise I would definitely regret it in the future!

"Umm.. Since the three of you had become my fiance.. I actually.. About a lover.. Ah no, I mean.. I never went out with a guy before so.. I was thinking.. Um..I mean. .You know, during the night…" I trailed.

"Umm~ Ren-chan are you talking about things like kissing and stuff?"

"Y-Yes! About that!"

Ah as expected, I couldn't say it directly but thanks to Chris-san I could got my message through.

"Hmm~ Well of course I want to do things to you~ But, Ren-chan you never went out with a guy before, right? I don't mind waiting until you're ready so don't worry~"

"Yeah, me too. I want to do it but I won't force you if you don't want to."

"You don't have to force yourselves for us, Ren-kun. It'd be bad if we make you do something that you loathe to do after all."

Ah, thankfully they were so patient with me.

I was glad they were so kind and gentle to me, they would consider my feelings.

They wouldn't force me to do it if I didn't want to.

"Well how about if we try it a little? I mean since Ren is still inexperienced, your first time is bound to hurt if we don't try to prep you little by little. After all, it's impossible for a beginner like Ren to be able to take us in a single try so, what do you think?" Sig-san asked.

I guess.. He had a point?

Even though I didn't have high sexual urges but I still understood his point.

I didn't want to hurt myself..

"Um.. I guess if it's just a little…"

"Fufufu~ Thank you Ren-chan!~ Then, it's okay if we kiss, right?~"

S-so suddenly?!

W-wait! My heart was not ready yet!!

"R-right now?! O-ouch-!" I accidentally bit my tongue because I was too flustered.

"Ren-kun you're so cute. Well while it is true that we wouldn't be able to go all the way tonight but I guess preparing you little by little is not such a bad idea after all?"

The three of them were smiling happily, their facial expression said it all.

They wouldn't let me go tonight. I could feel it.

Well I didn't mind if it was only for a little and kissing was.. Well kissing was normal even for heterosexual couple.

And it wasn't as if I was a virgin.. I mean I've done it before back in earth although my partner back then was a girl..

"Have you prepared your heart, Ren-kun?"

"Eh? U-umm… I guess so. Please go easy on me, okay?" I pleaded.

I've prepared my heart!

More or less..

But, I wonder who would go first?

I stared at the three of them.

After a while, Sig-san stood from his chair and inched closer to me.

"Do you have someone in your mind, Ren?"

"No, I like the three of you equally so whoever it is, I'm fine with it."

..love, maybe?

Did I..

This feeling that I had for them, was it love after all?

I mean, I didn't want anyone else to kiss me but if it was them I didn't mind it.

I tried to imagine someone else kissing me, like Roger-san but it was impossible.

Nope, never.

"So you like us then.." Sig-san sighed happily as he stroked my cheek gently.

I could feel he was treating me as if I was a fragile thing from the way he touched me.

"Ah..Umm.."

Looking at how tender Sig-san looked at me, I couldn't say anything else.

"If Ren-chan doesn't have anyone else in mind then it's okay to proceed accordingly to the order that we've decided, right?~"

"You guys have decided an order already?!"

What did they talked about when I was sleeping?!

I was afraid to know what kind of other things had they talked about behind my back…

"Of course everyone wanted to be your first that is why we've agreed to decide the order by having a rock-paper-scissor battle. After all, Ren-kun was the one that taught us about rock-paper-scissor and it was the most peaceful method we could think of."

I didn't teach you guys rock-paper-scissor for that kind of thing though..

Ah but I guess it was better than having an actual fight between you guys.

I didn't want any of you guys to get hurt after all.

"Then.."

"Well I'm the first one."

"Uwah-"

With one hand still caressing my cheek, Sig-san put another hand behind my back and laid me on the bed gently.

Then in one smooth motion, Sig-san climbed on the bed so he was hovering over me.

He shifted the hand that was caressing my cheek onto my chin and lifted my chin up so I was staring straight into his eyes.

"In this world..Alsar.. I will be your first kiss, right? There's nothing I can do about your time back in you previous world though.." Sig-san said, his emerald eyes was piercing through me.

"Yes, I never been in a relationship before in Alsar."

I was busy trying to find my way in Alsar so I never thought of having a lover before but suddenly out of nowhere I had 3 fiance now.

Life was truly full of unexpected things.

"I see..I will be your first man then.." Sig-san chuckled happily.

"Ye-yeah. U-Ngh!"

I tried to reply but Sig-san immediately delved into my lips.

I was surprised when I felt soft sensation against my lips but I couldn't think about anything anymore when Sig-san pulled for a little before he once again crushed his lips against mine again and again.

"Ren, open your mouth."

Sig-san asked for permission as he bit into my lips.

"Ahn-"

I opened my mouth a little,Sig-san took his chance and in the blink of an eye he sunk his tongue inside my mouth through the small gap.

Sig-san much bigger tongue collided against mine and he kept on exploring my mouth with his tongue.

His tongue felt so hot and thick, he licked the upper side of my mouth and I opened my mouth involuntarily resulting in a better access for Sig-san to push his tongue deeper.

"Nngh..Hnn.."

Our tongue danced against another, I could feel his saliva was mixing against mine as well.

The sounds created by our deep kiss was downright erotic, the squelching of our mixed saliva and my breathless moans filled the room.

I tried to breathe between the kisses but Sig-san provided to become a huge obstacle for me because he kept on pressing our lips together.

At the same time, Sig-san's hand was on my hair.

He tilted my head upward to grant him better access to my mouth and he continued to stroke my head gently as low sounding groans escaped my lips.

When I tried to open my eyes a little, my vision was filled with Sig-san's emerald eyes staring at me heatedly.

"Nng..Fu-ah." I gasped as Sig-san finally gave me a chance to rest.

"Was it good?" Sig-san whispered into my ear as he hugged me tight against his chiseled body.

I didn't know how long we were kissing but I felt a tingling sensation on my lips as we parted.

"..Yes." I answered, truthfully.

It was really good.

Up until now, I've never had such a deep kiss since I was a passive kind of guy and Sig-san was really skilled at kissing too.

Sig-san flopped on the bed beside me as he finally released me from his embrace.

"Fufu~ It felt good, right? Ren-chan's eyes becomes all watery and cute~"

"That's right, Ren-kun's cheek also is in adorable shade of pink."

"Ah.."

I completely forgot about the two of them!

Did they watch us?

I thought they went to the other room while we were kissing..

"Perhaps, Ren-chan forgot about us because it felt sooo goood?~ It will be me and Fer's turn soon you know~" Chris-san said in his usual gentle voice but I felt shiver on my body as he looked at me hungrily.

If the two of them were to kiss me so passionately like before..

What would become of me…?

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Sig's POV

When I first met Ren, I thought his small lips would felt nice against my lips, but to think the real thing would feel even greater than my imagination, I really didn't expect that.

I only wanted to kiss him lightly, giving myself a slight taste of his soft lips but when I kissed him for real, I couldn't stop myself.

Just kissing him was not enough, I wanted more.

I wanted to devour him whole, I started to push my tongue into his mouth, tasting every single bit of that hot cavern with my tongue.

"Ren, open your mouth."

"Ahn-"

In response to my request, Ren opened his mouth a little and without wasting any opportunities, I sunk my tongue into his mouth.

I felt my reasoning turned into ashes as I wriggled my tongue against his and he opened his mouth more to me as if he was giving me permission to consume him whole.

"Nngh..Hnn.."

I could feel Ren was trying his best to stifle his moan in.

When I heard his breathless moan, I felt an overwhelming desire to coax those sweet voices out of his tiny body.

I wanted to hear him moans, I wanted my ear to be filled with the melody of his voice.

The beast inside of me took over my rational side and I started to kiss him harder, pushing my body against him and mixed our saliva together with my tongue.

The combination of Ren's saliva and mine was divine.

I slurped the saliva that kept on pouring from his mouth, I didn't want to waste any of those sweet nectars.

Ren's lips started to swell, becoming more like a delicious jelly, ready to be consumed to my fill.

I sunk my hands against Ren's black hair, tilting his face upward to gain better access to his mouth.

Ren's voice started to grow even louder as I deepened our kiss.

"Nng..Fu-ah."

"Was it good?"

I didn't know how long had I kissed him but his lips was so red, like a blooming rose thanks to my ministration.

Looking at those red jewel in front of me, I felt a sense of achievement because I was the one that made Ren became breathless like this.

Ren's fragile body fit perfectly inside my arms, I wanted to keep him close like this forever, hugging him like this felt so comfortable, like sinking into warm water.

"..Yes." Ren answered breathlessly.

Oh.

Crap.

I felt my reasoning crumbled to dust as I heard his answer.

"Fufu~ It felt good, right? Ren-chan's eyes becomes all watery and cute~"

"That's right, Ren-kun's cheek also is in adorable shade of pink."

"Ah.."

Chris and Fer said lovingly as they stared at Ren's blushing face.

I completely forgot they were here!

I was too enraptured with Ren that I forgot we had an audience with us.

"Perhaps, Ren-chan forgot about us because it felt sooo goood?~ It will be me and Fer's turn soon you know~"

Ah, that was right.

It was their turn next.

Well, I got to taste Ren's sweet lips first so I didn't mind.