Lost?

Jimin broke down and started crying so hard. The boys apologized for pressuring him earlier. They know that Jimin was also having a hard time.

Jimin felt dizzy and lost consciousness.

"Jimin!" They said and brought him to his room.

Jimin didn't eat since yesterday. He always drink during his free time and he already regretted it.

"Jimin..." Someone said.

He look around, but saw no one.

"Jiminie~" You said.

He turn around and saw you. He started crying and hug you tight.

"Y/n... I-I miss you..." Jimin said as he cries.

You hug him back.

"Me too... I miss you too..." You said.

"Let me come with you... please..." Jimin said.

"No... you need to stay. You have time and don't waste it like what I did." You said.

"But it will also become a waste because you're not here anymore." Jimin said.

"No... you're wrong. I'm not the only person that was important to you, Jimin. You have the boys, your family... the Armys." You said.

"I'm lost without you, y/n..." Jimin said.

"That's why you should stay... you have to find yourself again, there are people who will help you. Trust me... it's not too late." You said.

Then the next thing he knew, he got woke up by Jungkook.

"Hyung... you're having a nightmare." Jungkook said.

"No, it's not. Actually... I wanted to have that nightmare every night." Jimin said.

"Why are you crying?" Jungkook asked.

"I dreamed about y/n... I talked her... I wanted to come with her and stay, but she refused and told me to stay with all of you. She said I should find myself again and that it's not too late." Jimin explained.

Jimin started crying again and Jungkook hugs him.

"It's okay, hyung... it's fine to be weak. You need to be weak to become strong. We know you miss her. Y/n refused, because there's a reason and I feel like it's not to find yourself, but something more." Jungkook said.

"What do you mean?" Jimin asked.

"Something more important than finding yourself? Hyung, it's easy to find yourself, because we're here to help you. But there should be a much harder than it." Jungkook said.

"You're joking..." Jimin said.

"No, I'm not. I dreamed about my grandma too when she died. He was also so important to me, just like what y/n was to you. I spend my days locking myself up in a room. Then I dreamed about her, saying... I should continue my dream, audition here in seoul. And look what happened, I achieved my dream to become an idol and met 6 caring, supporting, and loving hyungs and a small but special company that become bigger and popular. And I'm happy that none of us changed despite of how popular we become, there was only one girl came that made our life much better, especially for you, hyung." Jungkook said.

"Thank you for a wonderful words of wisdom, kook." Jimin said and smile.

"No problem, hyung." Jungkook said.

Now it's been 2 years after you died and your 5th anniversary with Jimin. He never look at other girls, for him, you were the most beautiful of all. After he knew where your body was buried, he always brings you flowers every month and talks with you for an hour, telling you how his whole month went. His love for you never changed and he promise you that he will stay like this until the end of his day. And when the other boys noticed that he was always gone during the end of the month, they confronted him and he said that he's been spending his time with you. The boys quickly understand him and just asked him if they could come with him.

When they saw your grave, they were silent. Probably stopping themselves from crying, this time they brought some of your favorite flowers. This time, it took them 4 hours before they decided to leave. They were even sad to leave you, but they promise that they will come back.

The second time the boys visited you. They didn't know that the dispatch was following them. They always leave their phone inside the car so they didn't know that the public knows that they've been visiting you. The fans and even non-fans got touched when they knew about BTS visiting you. They said that your friendship with them was a big one and nothing even death can ruin it. When the boys knew about this, they were mad at those people who ruin their privacy, but also feel thankful that the public understands them.