I don't know when I fall asleep. In my sleep I felt like that I was flying. Then I touched soft clouds and drifted to deep sleep.
Next day when I wake up I was on the bed. How did I get here I thought to myself. Then I looked for him but he's not in the room. May be he left already. I started to feel sad and angry at the same. I wanted to talk to him but I fell asleep.
I took shower and wear my liking clothes and came downstairs. Today I tied my hair in a ponytail. I have dark black long hair . I love my hair.
I came downstairs and greet everyone then we all had breakfast. At afternoon we were sitting in the garden area then mom said to me -" You look young in this Alexa." and asked me -"Well don't mind me but how old are you."
" No, its ok mom. I am 21 years old." I said.
"You are young. Enjoy your married life okay. you have so much time for pregnancy."
Then grandma said -" What time....I was pregnant when I was 19 and you were 21 when you got pregnant so this is the right time Alexa for you to be pregnant. Your husband deflowered you and turned you into a whole woman. Alexa dear feel every stage of being woman with your heart. Its so beautiful feeling when you get love by the one who you really love and carry his part inside you. Its so amazing."
Mom said -" You are right ma its really beautiful feeling."
Then they both started talking about their pregnancy time. Listening to them I also wanted to feel this all experience....to turn into a whole woman....to be pregnant with his child .....yeah I want all this with him.
when I thought about this all..... the realisation hit me hard.....WHAT....its happening.... I was starting to fall in love with my husband.. ...and I was feeling so happy that I found that right person...I found my Mr. Right... I found him....my man.
I wanted to tell him about my feelings but I didn't know about his feelings so I decided to wait for the right time.
The whole day went like this. I was feeling happy. We all had dinner without him like always. Last night he came around 10 o'clock so I wad waiting for him in the garden. But today he came at 10:30. We both were siting silently....I could not control myself and asked him -" Why didn't you come home at dinner time."
" I am busy." He said simply.
"Everyone busy in their work but they find some time to spend with their family." I said.
" I manage my whole business alone I don't have time." He said.
"Ok so when was the last time you spend your time with your family or talk with them or smile with them." I asked him but he didn't say anything.
"See ...you didn't even remember. Work was important but family was most important." I said.
"My family comes first for me and I am doing this for them." He said seriously.
"I know and it shows how you care about them but they also want your time. They want you." I said.
" So indirectly you are saying that you want to spend time with me." He said.
"Yes now you get.....hhnnn... no no no its not like that." He was again teasing me.
He came closer to me and put his hand on my shoulder and said -" Then tell me what is it?"
.....TO BE CONTINUED😋