18. His Shamefulness

I stuttered -" I.... its....I want."

He pulled me closer suddenly. There were only inches difference between our faces. I closed my eyes. My face turned hot and I covered my face. His one hand was around my neck so he used his other hand and uncovered my face and said -" Don't cover your face."

I put my hands on my laps embarrassingly because I thought he was going to kiss me and I was waiting for his kiss. Then he came forward and said in my ear " See.. ....you want this."

My breath quickened. I could feel his hot breath on my ear and neck. I got goosebumps on my whole body. I just lost in the moment and didn't understand what did he say. I leaned back slightly and opened my eyes. He was so close to me. His eyes were dark and smiling playfully. Now I got it and said -" You are doing it again."

"What am I doing Alexa? I just prove my point that want my time." He said mockingly.

"You..." I can't believe that he just played me again.

I don't know what to say so I pushed him lightly and run inside and goes directly in the room. My breathing was fast. I am feeling angry on myself that why I loose my control over myself specially in front of him. He again tricked me.

....Alexa you silly girl just control your self... Then I freshen up and change into night suit.

When I came outside he was already siting on the bed and doing his work on his laptop. I wanted to say that he should take some rest but didn't say it. If I say anything he again trap me in his words. I am smart girl but in front of him I made fool out of myself. Then I laid on my side and turned my face towards the wall and fall asleep.

The whole week went like this he started to showing his all shamelessness and like always I was again and again trapping in his words. I was feeling so happy. Now everything was right. Our relationship was improving. He started to come at dinner time from his office. First everyone thought that its only for one time but he shows up regularly so everyone was also feeling happy. He was talking with them smiling with them and started to spending his time with them.

On one night mom said to me -" Thanks Alexa....you changed him for good."

"I didn't do anything mom...he loves you all." I said.

Then she hugged me and again thanked me. On the same night...we were laying on the bed silently but then he said to me suddenly -" Alexa you know ...you are not wrong. you are just different from me."

I turned to face him and asked -" In which way different."

"I will tell some other time....its late know go to sleep." He said without looking at me.

"Tell me please." saying this I blinked my eyes cutely.

"Go to sleep Alexa." He closed his eyes.

How could I sleep new. After hearing his comment I was so curious to know. For him its easy to say that he will tell me but for me its like I am dying to know this. For us girls when we get to know that our loved one have something to tell us but didn't say so that situation was really tortures for us.

That night was sleepless for me...