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I am Alexa . I am very fun loving girl. But my life was totally changed when I go back to my house in summer breaks. 

My dad borrowed a huge loan from Mr. Danny and there was a time limit to it. If my dad didn't payback the debt so there will be consequences and my dad didn't payback on time.

Mr. Danny he is an old man , he is married and he wants me . I am the consequences he refers. But my dad didn't agree to his terms so he threaten my dad and in the end my dad agree to his terms here I am crossing the aisle towards my forced husband to be. 



But there's come the twist , when father says you may kiss the bride, my forced husband drag up my veil and I open my teary eyes to see the evil man but there is someone else and now he is my husband.


My new husband, he is tall , smart , have broad shoulders and his eyes are mesmerizing and his face like he never smile in his whole life.

Now my after marriage life started like this.

(This is short story and there will be a lots of explicit scenes.)

I Am Just .....Married

I slept the whole night on the footpath. Next morning someone wake me up. I held my head in my hands tightly because its hurting too much. I drink alot last night. I looked around me and realised that I slept here. 


If I did something like this before then I would feel ashamed of myself but now I don't care. I don't care about my status or anything. I only care about one person and she left me.


I stood up and hired a cab for me to the office. When I entered inside my company, every employee was looking at me weirdly. I was a mess. My suit was dirty my shirt was wrinkled my tie was loose my hair was messy. I was not myself. But I don't care anymore.


I went to my office's room. Henry was following me and looked worried. I went inside the room and told him to wait here. I took a shower and changed into fresh clothes and then came out. He already prepared black coffee for me. I thanked him.


He wanted to ask many things to me but he didn't and I feel glad that he didn't because I didn't have any answer. Then I busied myself in my work. 


I don't care about anything but I can't ignore my company my responsibility towards my family. I put aside everything and just worked till late night without taking a break. 


When I was doing my work everything seemed fine to me but after it I was feeling this empty feeling inside my heart. Its unbearable for me. I don't know what to do about this. I have only one solution for it and its alcohol.


I left the office and went to the same place where she finished everything with me. It looked empty like my heart. I went to the bar area directly and took out a whisky bottle. I gulped down 4 or 5 gulps straight from the bottle. My throat burns slightly because of this. I like this burning feeling and continued to drink the whole bottle.


I don't know when did I fall asleep. Next morning I found myself on the floor with an empty bottle besides me. I drink the whole thing. 


I tried to get up and stand straight but because of the hangover and headache I can't stand straight. 


I went to my room and took a cold shower and changed into fresh clothes. I didn't wear my tie and set my hair. 


After that I went to my office. Again my employees looked at me weirdly. And like that every day passed like this. Me getting drunk at night and not appearing appropriately at office. 


it was going on like this for a month. I didn't went to my main house once. I lost all hopes for our relationship. I don't know what to do. What will happen next. 


For the first time I was feeling hopeless and helpless. I don't know what to do with my life. I can't live without her.


239. Emptiness