Chapter 9: Suicide

I try to escape from what i did to Yesha but i got hit by a track. I was confined on the ICU for almost one month. When i woke up I can't remember anything that happened, my mother didn't tell me or talk about Yesha and I forget her.

The crime I did became a suicidal case because no one see how I push her. The Police end the case as suicidal case. And no one remember her even me.

[End of flashback]

Yesha? i asked while crying.

You remember me? You remember what you did!!!!!!!! she said.

Uhuhgh i coughed as she tightly squeezed my neck.

Now you know me, maybe its time for you to die!!! We will go to the hell together, it's that what you want Alice right?! Right!!! she shouted.

I try to please Yesha's ghost to let me live but she insist. She was very angry to me and want to revenge. I know it was all my fault. I killed her, I take her life and push her on the rooftop. I never thought she will hunt me. All my life after the accident happened to me she was the girl in my dream, she was the girl in the hallway, and she was the girl in lobby.

How can i scaped from this hell, it was never a dream anymore it was real. I closed my eyes and wait her to take my life. This is the only thing to make her spirits to move on from the past.

Yesha? I know that I hurt you in the past, I know that you will never forgive me from what I did, but let me tell you this, I really treat you as my friend. And when the first time we met I really want you to be part of my life. But the jealous ruined my brain and make my heart into stone, i said as i sobbing so hard.

Jealous? Just because of that you killed me? You never think my father who only have me, your selfish!!! she said.

I know but I didn't mean to kill you, promise i never mean to do that to you, please believe me, please, i said pleading.

Nooooooo!!!!!! I will never believe you Alice you should die today!!! I will make sure that you will feel the hell! I will make you feel the pain i felt when you take my life!!!!!! she said.

Why didn't you die in the car accident, well your a demon so you didn't die that fast but now say goodbye because I'm gonna kill you tonight!! she added.

I can see the anger in Yesha's eyes. All the things she said make me feel guilty. She really want to kill me and i have nothing to do.

Yesha... for this time I want to say sorry, sorry for everything. But believe I didn't mean to do that you, I'm really said to her and closed my eyes waiting my death.