[CHAPTER] 13 CONFESSION

Emily's POV

I don't know what had just happened…. What is just Nate said to Shawn? Like when we got this much close that he is calling me sweetheart? I mean yeah, I'd love to be called sweetheart, baby, and all by Nate but how is this happen so suddenly? For God's sake don't give my little heart this type of shocks. I can't figure it out what he felt for me. I just glanced our intertwined hands and the first thing which came into my mind is 'Perfect'. 'We are perfect together' I just thought it and glanced at his back because he was literally dragging me to don't know where? Wait! I know where he is taking me, he took me to the back side of our school building but why are we here? I wondered what is going on his mind. Again glancing at his back, it gives me a sense of security. I mean he is tall, muscular and handsome. By just looking at him I felt secure not because he is strong but deep down in my heart I know that he loves me and always protects me at any cost but he won't admit it. He never admits his love and concern towards anyone.

My train of thoughts came into halt when he suddenly stopped and I just literally like literally bumped into him. "Ouch…. Aww" I winced and rubbed my nose because of the impact. He is really strong and hard like a wall. My eyes became watery. "Are you okay?" he asked. "Yeah, I'm okay" I said in a low voice and still rubbing my nose to ease the pain. For a sec, our eyes met again and when I looked into his eyes, I saw concern but in a split of seconds it's gone. Is he concerned about me? But no how can it be possible? Before I could think anything else what happened next surprised me. He just grab me by my waist and pulled me closer to him. It was so sudden that a gasp left from my mouth. There's a mere inch's distance between us. My heart skyrocketed its beat. He was looking at me with such an intense gaze that can melt any heart. A certain heat rushes over me, and I can feel my cheeks and ears started burning. Urgh!! His effect on me. God please help me. At this point, I could clearly see the feelings he had been hiding, in his eyes.

There was concern, fear, love, pain and whatnot I could wish to see in his eyes only for me. He was showing me his emotions which he never showed to anyone and I am damn sure that my eyes also reflects the same emotions. I don't know how long we looked into each other's eyes. Every time I saw into his deep blue eyes, I feel like I am drowning into the deep abyss from where I won't be able to come back and actually I also don't want to come back too. For a long moment we didn't spoke anything and when he spoke and what, it caught me totally off guard. I was not expecting to hear this from him. "I love you" he said it. He just said it? Did I hear it correct? Did he just said what I hear? I was registering what had just he said, his grip on my waist tightens and he pulled me more close to him. By now I was completely baffled. I don't know what's happening and why? My mind was totally messed up and blown by these three magical words. Do he really love me? Should I let him know about my feeling too? God please help me!! 'Okay Emi, this your chance so just tell him about your feelings.' I encourage myself. God knows how much courage and strength I gathered from don't know where and just said my feelings "I love you too".