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"Jihun....Jihun lets train together again tomorrow ok?"

"Sure, same place and time?"

"yes!!!"

"Youngwoo"

*kiss on the cheek*

*blush*

"What was that for?"

"Just felt like it, hahaha"

"Hmm, you really are a playboy"

"Yeah, but sadly I can't win your heart, since there isn't a space for two"

*sad expression*

"Ah, I'm sorry I didn't mean to remind you of them"

"Eh? What? Did I have a expression like that?"

"Eh, you mean you don't?"

"uh, I don't know actually"

"What does that mean?"

"You see, when I was young there was this guy who was older to me about 3 years or so I guess, since my memory is still a bit hazy. He was really kind and I think I used to like him and when I said like him I don't mean like a big brother like or something like that what i mean is that I used to really really love him like in a romantic way...but you know we are both guys and also I was so young back then I didn't realize it...but"

"You think too much, stop overthinking things, its as you said you were a child and you didn't want anyone to steal your big brother that's all"

"But Jihun I have...I-I...maybe you're right but I can't stop thinking about him even though I don't remember his face"

"Exactly, since you don't remember his face you want to remember his face because he was dear to you and you don't want to forget him"

"M-maybe you're right"

"Honey lets go back to our dorms before the commander sees us"

"I'm not your honey and yeah lets go back"

Choi Jihun, my best friend when I was in the army, nobody would even talk to me because of some reason that i still don't know but then he was the only one to talk to me...I don't know why but my life has been filled with misery but somehow somewhere I find all these good people who wash away it all, maybe I am blessed by the god as my mother used to say.

Mother? My mother?

*I hope you live a good life away. from this horrible place*

Wh-what was that?

"How did..."

"Youngwoo??"

My vision it's fading, I-I can't see...

*faint*