Berserk part 2

With the suffocating darkness surrounding my entire self in the confines of my mind, I'm desperately trying to recover the slightest bit of my senses to assess what is going on in the real world. 

Bonger, invest my remaining points evenly in constitution and wisdom!

Once more, I repeat my order in hopes that this time it would bring any sort of the effect, but nothing changes in this black quagmire of my mind. Trapped within and struggling powerlessly, it seems like I turned to a blind, vengeful ghost roaming the endless darkness of the world in an attempt to find my way back to the reality!

It all happened because of this elder fucker! If they just minded their own business and didn't try to cross my way to put their lecherous hands on my Eve, nothing of this would have happened! It was all their fault!