Honesty

Bella Pov

True to his word Nicolai passed by before heading to work we had breakfast, yeah he made sure i ate even if it was just toast and coffee with my water , we spoke about hanging out and i was just so tired but I didn't want to decline so i said yea , today is friday and he wants to go see a movie i don't mind since he's great company he says " i gotta head to work but ill see you later .

I smile and say ok and I thought with that he was going to go but he stopped and kisses my forehead and then left . Every time he does that i feel all tingly inside , ugh I've never felt this way before and it's nice but annoying at the same time he's my friend.

Nicolai Pov

So i finally going to take bella out, the day is going by fast I'm almost done with work and I can't wait to see bella .

The guys interrupted my thoughts asking what i was going to do today ,if i wanted to go out for drinks , i said nah I'm hanging with bella today i say with a smile .

They all stop and look at me and say "ok we all going to go too where we going ?" I shake my head at them and say it's just me and her maybe next time , they all say in unison "keep you hands and mouth to yourself " I chuckle and say ok .

It's already time to go home so i grab my stuff and say goodbye to all the guys and head home to shower and get dressed.

Once done getting ready i head to Bella house .

I get to bella house and hear iris arguing with bella about not telling me about something she sighs and tells her aunt that she does like me but she doesn't want me to change with her after finding out , her aunt tells her "you should tell him sooner rather then later he might surprise you , she said ok I'll tell him when he comes.

I knock on the door and iris opens and says well I'll leave you two alone have a good evening and she heads upstairs bella tells me "come sit down " so i close the door and sit next to her she says "i told you i had something important to tell you and if I don't do it now I don't think i ever will " i say ok im all ears .

Bella pov

Nicolai i umm , i sigh and he stops me bella it's ok take your time .

I nod and say Nicolai forgive me for not telling you sooner but , i sigh again and say i have cancer and i just didn't want you to um change with me he cuts me off and says with a hurt tone "Bella please tell me this is a bad joke ".

Nicolai Pov

I cut bella off asking her to please tell me what she just said was a joke , I'm so lost it's been a month since me and bella got close and month of her going through this without me being by her side , call it whatever you want but at this moment I've never been more sure of how i feel for her ,i love her and I can't and won't loose her not her .

While my shock was wearing off i hear her cry and say" cola I'm sorry but it's tr- true , i have cancer ".

I grab her in my arms and hug her hey bella mi amor don't cry it's ok I'm not mad just frustrated with my self for not noticing it .

I Should have been with you. She sighs and say cola we are friends right ? So i can tell you anything right?" I nod and she continues "I've been having this tingly feeling every time you kiss my forehead or caress my cheek , when I'm near you my pain goes away slightly and I'm overwhelmed with a feeling I've never had before so I googled it and it says that What I'm feeling is the feeling of falling inlove, i know you don't feel the same and I wouldn't blame you but i need you to know what you do to me". She sighs again and i caress her cheek and tell her "I'm inlove with you too maybe since the 1st time i seen you at the hospital, but i was told that you weren't that type of girl to give anyone the time of day so i said ima be your friend and see what happens next and you just made me so happy .Bella ill stand by you through thick and thin , through anything because i love you and i want to be what ever you need me to be , i know we might be moving to fast but I'll let you decide what you want because whatever you want I'll do, just know I'm in it for the long haul ,a lone tear slides down my face and she wipes it away.

Bella Pov

I couldn't believe what Cola was telling me he loves me too , i see a lone tear slide down his face and i wipe it away and say to him , that i want to be his girlfriend he shakes his head and says "say that again "

So i do so Cola i wanna be your girlfriend he smiles and grabs me into a hug and put his head in the crook of my neck and say bella will you be my girlfriend and i say yes i would love too but just know I've never had a boyfriend so work with me .

Iris Pov

I heard the whole conversation what can i say I'm nosey, but i was shocked how she felt for him and why did she google it when she could have asked me , i go down stairs and yell congratulations Bella Nicolai , and she jumps tia what the heck she yells while Nicolai chuckles and says thank you with a slight blush on his face .

I tell them that i knew how Nico felt but that I didn't know how bella felt and she said "I couldn't say or show what I felt because I've never felt it before so yea , so i tell them well off you go for your date. Bella says tia are you kicking me out ? With her hands crossed over her chest and a face I couldn't tell if she was playing .

I tell her well its friday and Alex and i are gonna be alone at home so ima she cuts me off and says ok ok enough we're leaving , Nicolai and I chuckle , i give bella a hug and kiss and say bye , i tell her to wait for Nicolai outside she nods and i tell him to be careful with her since she's never had a boyfriend or anything , he says don't worry he will go at the pace bella sets , i smile and nod ok take care our girl he nods and leaves.

Oh boy , finally bella lets someone in .

The End