Can’t catch a break part 3

Bella pov

All i see is darkness , nothing but darkness .

I hear people talking but can't make out what they're saying, I'm either dead or dreaming,

I begin to see a light and hear familiar voices , my parents voices .

My mom and dad calling me , i yell out mom , dad is that you and I finally see them, they look exactly the same as they did before the accident .

I start to cry mom dad I'm so happy to see you both ,they tell me we love you our little luna (moon) we love you so much .

We are so sorry you are going through so much but we promise you in the end you will be happy .

I smile as my dad wipes the tears off my face and says stop blaming yourself for our death , when it's your time to go it's your time to go and its was mine and your moms time but it wasn't yours it still isn't.

I hold on to my dad crying i miss you both so much that my heart hurts that i feel incomplete, i don't even know how to be who i was when you both were alive and with me.

My mom rubs my back like she usto and said don't worry darling you will be back to your normal self and even better soon , just remember this don't push the people who love you away because you're scared to lose them and also never give up , life is to short to live worrying about things you can't control live your life and do what makes you happy, i smile a sad smile and before i know it im back in darkness again .

Nicolai pov

Yesterday was a long day me and the guys made plans , ways to protect Bella and find out if tilly has anyone working with her as of right now Luca Has one of his team following up on some things.I came back to the hospital and bella was still the same no better , no worse.

Last night when i got back with the guys my mom said that Bella temperature was going up and down but that the doctor said its finally back down .

The guys left with my mom and iris , they will be staying at my house .

Luca and Julious both wanted to stay but i said to go on to my house and rest they were reluctant to leave but In the end they went.

It's now 8 am the next day and dr Jones knocks on the door and comes in and says good morning Nicolai how are you this morning ? I say I'm fine and he goes over to bella and starts checking on her , about 25 minutes later he's done and i ask how she's doing ? He says well she's seems to be ok still a mild fever but the antibiotics should take it down completely we just have to keep monitoring her.

Dr Jones says if her fever stays down for 48 hours then we can talk about taking her out of the coma.

I say that's my girl she's a fighter, Dr jones says yes she is , this is the second coma she's been in and i pray it's her last she deserves to be happy Nicolai, i say i know and i will do everything in my power to make that so , and then in comes my mom and iris and all the guys and in unison they ask how's our bella?

Iris pov

I wake up do my morning routine and go to sandy place and i knock on her door and sandy and the guys say to me ready to head out to the hospital ? And i said yes we all head out to the cars and go to the hospital once we get to the hospital we all head up to bella private room and once we're close enough i head Dr Jones speaking to Nicolai and we all go in and say in unison hows our bella ?

Nicolai looks at us and Dr Jones begins to say well she's seems to be ok still a mild fever but the antibiotics should take it down completely we just have to keep monitoring her, if her fever stays down for 48 hours then we can talk about taking her out of the coma.

I smile and head to bella side i can feel everyone's eyes on me , i hold her hand with tears threatening to spill and say i knew you wouldn't give up and though you still have to fight some more i know you can do it , you're strong and you are loved even by people that you don't even know yet and all the guys say damn right she is , Nicolai says ok now guys , and I chuckle and kiss her forehead stay strong my sweet luna i leave her side to talk to Dr jones .

I tell them I'll be back and i head out with Dr Jones .

Sandy pov

Once we hear what Dr Jones has to say about bella condition i smile and go to Nicolai and say see my boy she'll make it out of this and she will beat cancer too we just gotta be here for her and her aunt she will pull through have faith , Nicolai says to me i never doubted it ,i know she will fight but she's tired ma ,she told me herself and if i could take this all away i would in a heartbeat. I smile at my son and I caress his face and say I'm so proud of the man you have become nico you're an amazing man .

Then we hear what iris is saying to bella and it brings tears to my eyes both of them have been through so much , once iris heads out i go to bella and hold her hand and let her know it's me she may be able to hear us and if so i want her to know I'm here. Then one by one the guys start to introduce them selves to her and i tell all the guys and Nicolai to come get some breakfasts since everyone was in a rush to get to the hospital none of us ate but Nicolai says no he doesn't want to leave bella , so luca says go with everyone and eat I'll hang back and stay with bella Nicolai says no but luca says if you don't take care yourself when bella wakes up she's going to be mad at you and worried about you so go and eat I won't leave her , Nicolai finally says yes and i tell luca I'll bring you some food and coffee he thanks me and we head off to the cafeteria.

2 days later

Nicolai pov

It's been a total of 4 days and I'm tired and frustrated because tilly has been too quiet after the day we found out it was her that sent that letter to bella , the guys have been looking into it and luca has been like a shadow he doesn't leave my side unless i have to leave bella then he stays with her , says he speaks to her and he knows they are gonna be best of friends , I laugh because it's not a sure thing she can hear what we say to her but who knows he might be right.

I'm in the bathroom and I hear the door from the room open and I thought it was Dr Jones or the guys coming since the 48 hours are up but when i get out the bathroom it's a guy I've never seen before put something in bella iv bag so i sneak up on him and grab him by his arm and pull it back he says it's too late and then all the guys and iris and my mom come in with smiles till they see the scene in front of them iris says what's going on i say he put something in bella iv bag i was in the bathroom i shouldn't have left her iris yell for a nurse to page dr jones and my mom calls the cops and luca comes to me w and Julian grab the guy and i go to bella and check her and once i look her heart monitor goes off and at that very moment dr jones rushes in and pushes me and luca away and starts yelling orders her heart is failing they kick everyone out the room and it's been an hour already no one has told us anything , the cops took the guy i told them what happened and now we are all waiting iris is crying my mom holding her , I'm trying not to cry and the guys for the first time look tense but luca looks lost , i go to luca and say what's running through you mind , he says I should have been with you both but I didn't think this would happen , i say don't do that , this isn't your fault relax ,that's when dr jones comes and we all look at him and say how is she , Dr jones says she stable but he ask what happened and i tell him he says that explains it , i ask explains what he says we ran some test after we got her heart beating again and turns out that they tried to kill her with poison had i not gotten to the room when i did we wouldn't have been able to bring her back and now we can't wake her from the coma , her fever is gone but with this happening I don't think it would be good to wake her today ,we will run more test make sure she's 100% before we wake her i don't know if the poison affected anything else yet , Iris wipes her tears and says ok and i ask if i can go to her room he says maybe in an hour or two we running more test but once we are done you all can go see her we all say ok except luca , iris says thank you to dr jones .