Desire!?

As Lukas tongue was exploring my mouth and playing with mine he pushed his body harder up against mine, boy be harder then he was before, anyways he picked me up while I wrapped my legs around his waist then he headed towards the shower and opened the shower doors then turned it onto warm water. As soon as he turned on the water he walked out of the shower and placed me on the bathroom sink removing his lips from mine giving him and I some time to breath, when I thought about kissing him again I felt his lips on my neck while his hands were lifting up my shirt removing it, then I heard a deep moan coming from him when I shifted because of the breeze I got when he removed it, then he looked at me and all I saw was hunger and desire. I could feel my lower half getting wet and hot, I couldn't take it anymore.

"Take me and fuck me till there's no tomorrow" I whispered in his ear which only aroused him further

"Does the pup want me? Then beg for me" he replied in a deep husky voice

I was going to reply when I felt his hands on my breasts squeezing them then I felt him unclipped my bra leaving my chest even more exposed, he then began to play with my nipples with his thumbs and even pinched them at one point. I was getting aroused and wanted him badly that I removed his towel around his waist revealing his hard membrane and I grabbed it getting a light groan from him then began to rub him. I could feel him twitching and then after 20 minutes of me rubbing him he started to lick my nipples and bit them as he had finished on my hand only to have him wash my hand, he then stopped playing and sucking on my chest and removed my bottom layer of my clothing revealing a dripping mess.

"I see the pup is waiting for me to dive in" he said as he began to lick my lower half

"Ahhh s-stop ah y-your g-going to g-get dirty ahhhh" I said between moans

"That's okay daddy is ready to always get dirty" he said as he lifted his head and began to kiss me again while rubbing me down below

As we were kissing and him rubbing my I felt his fingered enter my entrance and I began to feel myself losing grip of my desire for this man, as he began to thrust his fingers faster into me I blurted out something that I never thought in all my years I would say I yelled "faster daddy" as I removed my lips from him and climaxed on his fingers only to find him hard again and the tip of him right above my entrance where his fingers were once. He picked me up and took me to the shower and said in his low, husky and deep voice "don't worry puppy your about to experience a new world" I just looked at him and then felt him enter me and I could feel myself tightening around him I then looked at him and said "rail me hard daddy, make me crave only you" and so he began moving slowly at first so I can get use to his size. When I thought that he couldn't get bigger or I was getting use to him he began to thrust into me, he kept thrusting into me as we exchanged kisses and moans, hi then flipped me over pinning me against the glass walls of the shower making my chest to get squished, he then lifted me back a bit while gripping my waist and thrusting harder and deeper causing me to whine a bit in pain causing him to release a bit of his grip on my waist, he then flipped me to face him as he laid me down on the showers floor and began to thrust deeper then he was before making me moan even more, he was panting like crazy and so was I even amongst our moaning. He lifted my right leg turning me in my side and began thrusting again, then he put me on my knees and thrusted from behind as he started to play with my clit, he then grabbed my legs and began to squeeze them together and thrusted harder, I then felt I was about to climax and I could feel that he was also close to climaxing when he pulled out and picked me up the readjusting our position and then he thrusted into my entrance from him sitting down I could feel him hitting my womb as he kept thrusting harder and faster, as our moans were being silenced by the sound of the shower he and I both climaxed together causing me to shack and clench down on him causing me to moan once more as well has him. I then got off him after a minute and began to wash myself as he did the same, after we were done washing up and putting on our pjs we left the bathroom and headed towards bed then we heard a knock on my bedroom door, so I got up and saw Ruka was rubbing her eyes and standing outside my bedroom door with her blanket and asked if she could sleep with us and so I agreed then picked her up in my arms and walked towards my bed, placed her in the middle then covered her in the bed sheets then fell asleep. In the morning I got out of bed, picked Ruka up as she was awake and went to go bath with her since I didn't yesterday, as we finished washing up and getting dressed Ruka ran out to Luka who had just entered the bathroom to shower when he noticed I was wearing black cargo pants, a red t-shirt and my black leather jacket, once he got a good lol at me he picked Ruka up and picked her check causing he to let out a small and cute giggle, I swear this little girl will be the death of me with her cuteness, anyways then he put her down and I walked out with Ruka who then ran towards me lifting her arm up so I can pick her up. I picked Ruka up and head downstairs ignoring the fact that Luka was looking at me the entire time not removing his eyes off me, we got to the kitchen and saw my mom and sister cooking then my grandma grabbed my wrist and dragged me to the living room, also I did put Ruka down so no worries, as we got to the living room my grandma immediately started to interrogate me about the noises she was hearing and as she asked my face began to heat up and I was as red as a tomato then she stopped with her questions when she saw my face.

"Gram... please shhhhhhh quiet don't tell anyone or ask anymore please" I said whispering to her

"... okay Hunny sorry" she said with a smirk

Oh no I don't like that smirk, when she smirks it means she's feel mischievous. Grandma walked into the kitchen and I began to follow after, then saw Luka was sitting down on the table putting food on his plate and helping Ruka out with hers so I grabbed my plate and began to fill my plate up,I then began to eat along with everyone. After breakfast I went to the training room b few cause I wanted to train a bit more, after two hours of training went by I went to shower room to have a nice shower when I heard Shadow call out my name.

"Lilith are you here?" He asked

"Yeah, just taking a shower" I replied

"Oh okay head to the meeting room after your shower mom and dad want you there as well as Luna and I okay?" He said

"Okay see you there" I replied

Shadow then left the room, once I had finished showering I headed towards the meeting room which was just two rooms away from the training hall anyways as soon as I entered the meeting room I felt my rage building up and I didn't know why, so I looked around and I saw the woman who threw Ruka and tried to get with Luka, that's when I knew I had to calm down just a bit yet still keep a bit of rage in case she pisses me off or as some people would say trigger it.

"Hello Hunny how was training?" Asked my mother

"....." I didn't reply and just looked at the woman sitting next to Luka

"Sweetheart?" Called my dad

"Huh? What?" I said looking at them breaking eye contact from the woman's direction

"You okay Hunny?" Asked my mom

"Yeah just PEACHY" I replied as I looked back towards Lukas direction

"..." my mother didn't say anything however my father and her both looked at the direction I was fixated at as well as Luna and Shadow

"Lilith no don't" said Luna

I didn't do anything except I went to go sit on Lukas lap and watched as the woman's face go from happy to angry and then to fear with in seconds.

"I see we meet again" I replied sounding dark

"Y-yes ma-ma'am" she said while shaking and then changed seats I swear to you it looked like she was getting flashbacks from war lol it was hilarious

As my parents were having a meeting with the woman I noticed that Ruka was sitting in a corner just looking at the woman that's when I remembered what she did to Ruka so I got off Lukas lap getting a sad sigh from him and approached Ruka then picked her up kissed her forehead and walked back to Luka. I sat down placing Ruka on my lap after and began to listen to what my parents and siblings were talking about while I just sat there with Luka and Ruka listening the whole time.

"And so I believe that we should try keep the contract with the Ron's" said the woman

"I don't think that would be a good idea considering that they are joint with the hina's" said Luna

"I agree with Luna" said Shadow

"But they are not a part of anything bad!" Said the woman

"The last time I checked the Hina's were apart of the black market as well as the Ron's for a good 12 years before we put a ban on the black market" said dad

"So therefore the contracts with the Hina's and the Ron's are now invalid and thus our association with them are no longer valid thus I will have my secretary contact the families and let them know our decision" said dad

The woman that was there showed an angry expression however after thinking about something she no longer looked angry. I was confused why she changed her expressions so fast until I noticed that she started to head towards me and Ruka once she packed up her work material.

"Hi" she said

"Um....hi may I help you" I asked

"Yeah can you um..... try and convince your parents and siblings to reconsider the termination of the contracts with the Hina's and Ron's?" She asked

"Um... no" I replied

She looked furious, so she lifted her right hand and was going to slap her when Ruka kicked her leg causing the woman to back up a bit however she just approached us again this time she was going to hit Ruka, but I wasn't going to let that happen.

"You really want to try that again? You really want to hurt her again? Or is it that you didn't learn the last time you hurt her?" I asked she looked at me and noticed my eyes were a dark shade of red and black however she just stood there for two minutes then turned around and walked away with speed mind you. After she left Ruka, Luka and I left the room and headed to our library to see if we have any picture books to read with Ruka when I heard a chuckle coming from behind us, I turned around and saw that the lady was back with four men, these men had skull tattoos on their necks and were ripped like they were really well toned in muscles however my wolf was telling me to let her out so she can have fun tearing them apart and my gut was telling me that they are going to try and hurt us. I was tempted to let my wolf out but, I didn't because when I had stopped thinking about what to do I saw them all in the floor covered in blood and broken arms, then I looked around and saw that Ruka was in Lukas arm shaking, I was confused until I lifted my hands up and looked at them, I saw that they were bloody, thats when I knew I was the cause of it, I .... I am the monster that did this hell I must have been scary if Ruka is terrified by me, she might not say it but her face and body language do, what have I done?

"I..... I am sorry" I said just looking at my bloody hands trying to hold back my tears from falling however it didn't work because they fell constantly

"Lilith?.... Hunny it's okay you-" "how is this okay I killed people, I scared the hell out of my daughter hell even Luka looks terrified, I ... I really am a monster, I shouldn't even be here I.... I can't" I said as I interrupted my mother

I ran away after thinking about so many things that I stop looking at my surroundings I was scared of what I might have done if I didn't regain control, who I might have hurt if I didn't, I really am a monster that people think that I am, I should leave and never come back, Ruka is safer with my family then with me, hell everyone is safer without me I can't control my forms when I get angry or anything, why..... why me? What did I ever do to deserve this? What did I do? I couldn't take it anymore and just ran out of our house and into the forest and found a quiet area for me to gather my thoughts and think about everything that has happened.