Feed me

I was surrounded by darkness, I am exhausted to run for love then you came in front of me Austin, like an angel, I don't have any impression of you when I saw you, after spending time with you, being with you made me realize I have a lot of things to experience in this world. There are a lot of people who were in pain more than me yet living happily.

Back then I have only Denis and Sophia who tried very hard to see my smile, still, I tried to run away from them thinking they also hate me in their heart they are just acting in front of me, you, Riya and brother Zhang made me realize some people stay with us even in our hard time like you guys stayed for each other.

Maybe you guys can think I am selfish to love Austin but yes I am, I just want his unconditional love.

The chauffeur said "Madam, we reached"

Austin asked by getting down "Let's go home"

"I am not going to come," she said by shrugging her shoulders with a smile

Granny who is waiting for them said "Come inside don't catch a cold"

Saanvi said "Granny I didn't bring my luggage much"

"That's okay I already arranged everything," said smiling

Austin glared at granny for giving Saanvi such a stupid idea, granny immediately turned her head from him and asked Saanvi "Did you had dinner Saanvi?"

Saanvi went to sleep while Austin and granny were in the study room; Austin shouted "What the hell are you up to granny?"

Granny already imagined the same scenario after they come "Listen" "Austin" "I don't know, what your problem to accept her?"

Austin turned and said looking down through the window "You know it very well granny I am just afraid of losing her, hurting her, I just want her to stay beside me for a while"

"Why you are thinking that way Austin it won't happen again," said to comfort him

You don't know anything granny, I saw with my own eyes, my mom was chopped into pieces. I was stopped at the distance by his guards he warned me with his face covered with a mask "You won't live happily in your life"

I was only fifteen, I couldn't help my mom I am weak which taunts me in my dreams every day, I can't see Saanvi dying in front of me. She is someone who wants to have a carefree life without stress it's her dream to be loved by someone and live happily with him. I don't deserve you, I am not.

If she stays with me she won't able to have a happy life, I can't let her die just like my mom and dad. I want to cuddle her every night, I want to announce to the whole world she is my wife, and I want to give her happiness and love. I want to give her a perfect family where she doesn't have to act; she can do whatever she wants.

The unluckiest thing is she loved the wrong person again.

The next day...

Saanvi got ready early because the distance is too long, Austin asked who is still on the bed in a daze "Where are you going early in the morning?"

Saanvi said with a smile "Office"

Austin saw the watch and asked "It's only six o'clock"

Saanvi said with a sad face while brushing her hair "I know, but it will take two hours to travel so I have to start early" and she added "I am going to have breakfast"

Austin came down while Saanvi was eating; Austin asked looking at her "Feed me Saanvi"

She was shocked and asked, "Are you serious?"

Austin sat beside her and placed his head on her shoulder and said "Hmm"

Saanvi was so happy but what she doesn't understand is, Austin loves to feed her but he was always against feeding him.

Saanvi didn't ask much and started feeding; there was a weird atmosphere during the time.

Saanvi asked looking at his depressed yet smiling face "What happened to you?"

Austin said while walking away "Let's go home Saanvi"

I am sorry Austin I can't go; I want to know how you feel about me.