Chapter 19

He sighed again. "Nevermind, you haven't taken Crimlaw II yet"

Wow, the only guy i knew who can include law shits in any type of conversation.

"You two, get in the car" T'was silver and he look serious.

Without a word i left Creed there and entered the car, he can take care of himself anyway.

"Did they fought?" he whispered in my ears that it made my whole body shiver. Damn it! why did he do that? can't he understand my body reaction whenever i'm near him?!

"I didn't know you could be a gossiper"  i fired back, glaring at him.

He shrug.

"Creed, let's change seats" My cousin didn't even asked, he stated it.

What's going on? They just bought some snacks and suddenly the atmosphere change, on the other hand, Creed didn't complained. He quitetly seated besides me as he was the last one to enter the car.

The awkwardness between us is growing. This is new, i never felt awkward whenever we are with each other despite me getting a silent treatment.

I dug my brain deeper, asked my self.  Did something change?

My feelings are still the same, still in the middle.

So what about him?

Is he really serious?

But why? How?

Is this what they called a situation that move from what to how to why?

I raise both my legs and hugged them, the seats are quite big so it can accommodate my whole body, plus i may not like to admit it but im really small.

Again, i stare at Creed face.

He's leaning and his eyes are closed, did he join this trip for me? like really?

I know him, like i said he prefer spending his free time for advance reading.

He's smart but at the same time he's  hardworking and i can never be like him.

I'm not patient, im easily discourage, i tend to over react and im not strong.

Im just loud, Im just too jolly, Im extrovert. The opposite of him.

Reality strikes, i my self do not know why did i even fall for this guy?

We barely talked, he barely talked.

We only got maze as something in common.

When he celebrated his 20th birthday i searched everything, pursued Maze to tell me what he wants, what he needs.

And now, did i upgraded?

I don't know.

I still like him very much but im not confident anymore.

Law school destroyed my spirit and it sucks that it affected my whole being.

I yawned. Enough with the stare, i want to sleep again.

My eyes were closing when Creed hands took my shoulder and made me lean on him.

"Is this okay?" he asked quietly.

But i back out, and he didn't expect that. His eyes blink multiple times, like wondering why did i do that.

"I-Im fine" i murmur.

His brows furrowed. He looked like he wanted to asked something but decided not to.

I saw how his jaw moved to stop himself.

"It's not" with his power he successfully made me lay on his leg.

It's too fast that i didn't even had the chance to refuse.

"Rest it"

"Why are you doing this?" A question that is not irritated but tired.

Nevermind.

I'll stay like this, but before i could close my eyes he spoke.

"I made you wait for years, let me do a little pamper for all those efforts you did"

...shoot.

Then i heard my friends "Ohhh's" and "Ahhhh's"

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