CHAPTER 23: I MISS HIM TOO

CADENCE P.O.V

The wedding day falls on Saturday I asked for two days leave from my work. For my school, I do not have classes on Friday so I was covered. I will travel for four hours to the D City.

As for Jaxon, I hire a nanny for him to stay with him for two days. Donna and Clare will take care of him on Sunday until I will arrive on the evening.

I kissed Jaxon before I headed to my car. This is my first time leaving him alone. However, I cannot bring him in with me because they do not know he exists.

"Do not worry too much about Jaxon. I will see to it he is in good hand." Donna said as she waved goodbye to me.

Two of my best friends were his godmothers so I am not that worry at all.

I called my sister Cate as I arrived at the hotel, she reserved for me to stay for two nights. It was nice ambience when I reached the said hotel. It was suitable for the wedding reception.

I walked into the front desk and said my name. The front desk gave me my room number then I stepped towards the elevator to reach my floor.

As the elevator door slowly closed my eyes quickly caught up with the familiar face. Jaron… but then I shook my head because it is impossible it is he. Maybe he was studying outside the country now. I took a deep, deep breath and ignore. Maybe my eyes were just mistaking him.

I reached to my floor then to my room. My sister got a good taste choosing this hotel it is really awesomeness. I placed my travelling bag beside the nightstand. I looked around the room and they got a nice bathtub. It was not that big. But it can be helpful for me to relax since I did travel far by car.

I opened the faucet to fill it with water then put bubble soap on it. I went to my handbag and take out my phone. I dialed Donna's number.

"Hey, I just I arrived at the hotel and I am in my room now. How's Jaxon?" I asked while I walked back to the bathroom seeing the water was already full.

"Oh, he is fine and he misses you. Always say Mama looking at your photo." She replied.

"Can we do the video cam please? I miss him too, gosh, this is crazy." I pleaded as I stripped my clothes off. I was in the bathtub waiting for them.

"Okay, okay wait I will change it to video." She said as she clicked.

I saw my son on the other line. I feel sad watching him.

"Hello, baby Jax Mama Misses you. I love you." I said as he stared at me smiling. Then I heard him say, Mama…love.

After an hour of video call, I went to relax myself before heading to my sister's Cate room.

After sleeping for the late afternoon, I went out for my room. Meeting up with my family for dinner outside the hotel. Cate message me not to go to her room instead to a restaurant outside the hotel we were checking in.

I met my sister's husband to be and he was so handsome, nice and very kind. I can see that they both love each other. I was thinking about Jaron when seeing my sister with her fiancé. I do not know why Jaron came into my mind.

To think I do not know where he is right now. I am definitely sure he has someone else in his arms right this moment.

'Does he think of me? Maybe not knowing him… he cannot settle with loving one person. Or being in the relationship.'

It was past 10 in the evening when I left my family first and they will still enjoy chatting with the guy's family. I was a little bit tipsy from the wine they served so it is time for me to go.

I entered the hotel and step towards the elevator area. There was a man standing and waiting for the elevator to go down the ground floor. When I was near, the elevator door open and the man walked inside then I followed. I did not look at him.

"Cadence…?"

A familiar voice that I thought I could not hear it again. I turned around to see if I was not dreaming. I saw his familiar smile, his face looking at me.

"Jaron…" I say as he quickly hugged me tight. I can smell his perfume. "How are you?"

"Oh God! I miss you." Just like that, he kissed me on the lips that I was shocked.

Then I heard 'ding' sound from the elevator and it opened. I pushed him away and I walked out.

Jaron follows me and I did not turn around. I walked fast to my hotel room I unlocked quickly but he caught me.

"What are you doing?" I said angrily looking at him with frown.

"Why are you ignoring me?" He said frowning.

"Well, I do not think we are that close that I can hug and kiss you back." I said as he closed my door and locked it. "Why are you following me in my room?"

"We are close that I can hug you anytime." He smiled like a devil. "Are you angry because I left without telling you in person? Nevertheless, I left you with a note what is the big deal.

"Yes, I am angry with you now and forever." I said and turned away from him. Then he grabbed my wrist pulled me closer to him. He hugged me again that I cannot let go of him.

We stayed like that for a while hugging each other. Moreover, the next time we know…

I opened up my eyes the heavy arm around my waist. Jaron was still sleeping beside me. I stared at him while his eyes were still close. How I miss him? I do not know what happened last night that we ended up having sex again.

I still, in love with this man and I is for sure no matter how I am mad at him. He is still my weakness. I did not ask any more about whys. I think it is known for sure we are just hooking up again.

I did not notice he was looking at me back when my mind was travelling around the surface again. He was awake. He embraced me as he kissed my hair. I lifted my face for him to kiss him back.

We did it again the morning sex thing not just once but twice. We decide to get up then took a shower and we did it too.