No to Marriage

I'm here sitting beside this boastful guy who is going to be my husband but I won't agree to it.. I won't.

"Daughter, why don't you walk outside with Yuho for you two to know each other more" I think this is my mother. I mean, Junji's mother. She is beautiful. Looks like on her thirties but I know that she isn't. This is the first time I met her. She had not even visited me when I got into an accident.

"Huh?" I said irritatedly.

"Oh, Queen Sarah it's okay I know everything about Junji so there's no need." He said as he smiled.

I turn my head to were Yuho is sitting and give her a sharp look.

"What!? You're such a jerk! You're a boastful jerk!" I yelled.

"Junji" A sudden loud voice filled the room. The one who shouted was sitting on the edge of the table wearing a crown. I think he is a King. Is this, my father in this world?

"What? I am just saying the truth! You'll expect me to marry that guy!? Well, Over-My-Dead-Body! I am and I will never ever marry such kind of jerk!" I do not care if he is my father or a respectable King but I do not like what is happening so I stomp my feet and slam my chair, then walked away.

"Oh my..." Mother covered her mouth with her hand shameful of my actions. "Yuki, talk to your daughter" She whispered to the King.

Yuho fakes his cough to get their attention.

"I'll go follow her so don't worry"

"What are they thinking!? Are they insane for them to choose who will I marry!? They are not even my real parents! Oh, how I miss mom and dad. I wonder if they are doing well" I was far enough from where they are I think. I sat down on a bench and let go a deep sigh. I heard someone walk behind me but I do not have the energy to know who was it so I did not turn my head around.

"Why so upset?" Oh, I know this voice. I will never forget this voice. It is from the boastful guy who was my fiance. He sat beside me and looked at me.

"Oh, you are thinking about the marriage?"

"You don't need to if you really don't want" He added. He sigh but I can sense that he is sad about what he said. I looked at him

"Really don't want what?" As if I never heard what he said which I heard.

"Really...don't want to get married. I'll tell my parents and your parents to cancel it."

Seems like this guy has a good side also.

"Reall y??You will do that?" my voice can't hide how happy I am hearing those words. Of course, I do not want to get married. I am so young.

He nodded and smiled at me "Yes, I'll do it for you."

He stood up and took a few steps away crossing his hands behind his back.

"The day is beautiful isn't it?"

"Yes, it is." But why..."

"Why what?" He looked at me with a curious face.

"Why would you do such kind of thing?"

"I...I just don't want to have a wife who is not willing to get married from the sta rt, who hates me a lot more than any,one and who thinks that i'm a total jerk." He smiled softly.

It seems like this guy really loves the real Aliyah... I'm so sad that I can't be that girl. Well, I'm that girl physically but I am a person who is using other's bodies.

"It's not like that I see you as a total jerk" I said while looking ashamed.

"Hm?? " He titled his head as he looks at me " Oh right! You just think that I'm a boastful jerk right?"

"No, that's not it."

"Well if that's not it then what?"

"It's just... I see you as an annoying guy since the first place but now, it's like you are not really that kind of guy" I do not know how to not act shy after saying all that so I just bowed my head and looked at my feet.

He lifts up my head by holding my chin up and caressed my cheeks while standing in front of me. "You know what?"

" Know what?" I replied.

He sat down again beside me and hold my hand. "I really love you since the day I met you. It's like. I fall in love at first sight. I don't know why but it feels really comfortable to be with you. I want you to be my wife but..it seems like you don't love me the way I love you. I'm so upset to cancel our marriage but I don't want your life to be miserable and to be a total mess because you get married to a person that you don't really love. Every woman deserves to get married to the guy whom they love the most. I just got confused because we've already talked about it before... a few days before you get into an accident."

"We've talked about it before? And, what did I say?"

"You want it too and you agree. I thought we love each other and that it was already settled. You even said to me that you love me and we are in a good relationship since we met. And..."

"And what?"

"You even love my boastful jokes but now you won't" he stated. His eyes look so lifeless. I knew he was about to cry but restrained it.

I was shocked by what I heard. The relationship between this boastful guy and this body that I'm into is good but I ruined it.

"Is that so? I'm sorry. It seems like my head was really damaged that I can't even remember that."

"It's okay I understand. I will just talk to our parents to cancel the marriage. You can now go home and be free." He smiled again and pat my head and walked away.

"No! Don't go! Don't do it." I yelled.

"What? But..." He turned his face again at me curious about what I do really want.

" Help me get back my memories. We will not cancel it. We will be the same as we were before okay? Just...just help me to remember everything."

I know it's impossible for me to remember everything that they had before but it can make me an idea of what is their relationship and prevent me to not ruin what they had until her soul come back to her real body.

" Really? I will my love. I will help you to remember everything!" He walks toward me and hugs me tightly.