ONLY MINE FEEL THAT WAY

It was already afternoon by the time she woke up again. It seemed like it was a habit of hers to sleep in the daytime. Mo Yan really pampered her too much. Needing to use the bathroom she hobbled out of bed. Her ankle didn't hurt too much anymore but she still felt the tightness from the fall earlier.

The maid from earlier knocked on the door to give Bai Xin Xi her afternoon meal. When she opened the door, she didn't see her. She heard the water from the sink, so she quickly set her food next to the table where breakfast was.

The door clicked opened as she set her food down.

"Hi, you surprised me."

"I'm sorry Young Mistress Mo I came by to bring you your lunch."

Bai Xin Xi starred at the young maid. Although the girl was plain looking, she felt a warmth from her. It had been four years since she had anyone work and care for her. She needed to get used to it.

"What's your name?"

"Young Madame Mo my name is Chu Lin."

"How old are you?"

Not thinking too much of her questioning she answered right away, "Young Mistress I am 17 years old. I work here with my mother."

Chu Lin was amazed at how nice Bai Xin Xi was. She's always heard of rich heiress being rude and mean. Her Mistress however was not.

The girl was only 17 and working already, she would talk to Mo Yan about cutting the girl's hours. She wanted her to have a future not just being a maid. Although being a maid was not a bad job Chu Lin was just too young and had many options in life for herself.

She climbed up on the bed almost falling down. The young maid Chu Lin helped her up. "Thank you, I feel that I am always making trouble for everyone."

"Not at all Young Miss, Young Master looks at you with such love and care no one would dare mistreat you."

Bai Xin Xi looked at the young girl. Did she just say that he looked at her with love and care?

"What do you mean by that?" her face was scrunched up in a very confusing matter.

Chu Lin thought that she offended Bai Xin Xi. She bowed her head low to the ground. "Young Mistress please punish me if I said something wrong."

"No, I just want to know what you mean by that."

"I'm going to be frank with you then Young Mistress," Bai Xin Xi nodded her head towards the young maid.

"I... I see how Young Master treats you. My father treats my mother the same way. He makes sure that my mother is taken care of, he stares lovingly at her. But that's because he deeply loves her," she paused before speaking again.

"Also, I heard my mother and the other older maids say that Young Master Mo always has you in mind. He made sure that all the clothes were in your size, he even decorated the house to your liking. He knows everything that you like and when he looks at you it's like he's admiring you from far… Young Mistress Bai everyone knows that Young Master Mo loves you."

He loves her? She added everything together. This man loves her…. She needed to think about it more.

She nodded her head at the young maid getting the hint Chu Lin left.

She sat there pondering to herself. She had never been in love before. She admired the man and appreciated the man but love… That was something she needed to find out for herself. She had a huge crush on the man but was that considered love… She wasn't so good at this love thing. She tried rack up her brain to find anything on love.

She was considered a genius but on the factors of love let's just say she was lacking. She sat there thinking about a good hour on if she loved him. Her brain was in such overdrive that she needed to rest her mind.

She grabbed the remote to turn the tv on. The first thing that popped in the tv was Love O2O where the female lead is holding tightly to the male lead while riding on a bike and acting all shy. She could feel her heart beat wildly at the scene. Because she felt that way whenever Mo Yan was near her or touched her.

She hardly ever watched TV growing up she was into books. If you told her the stars on the TV, she wouldn't know who you were talking about. 'hmmm let's treat this as research.'

She went onto her computer and looked up the season to watch Love O2O. She downloaded it an app on the TV and started to watch the show.

It was two when she started watching the show. She was on the fifth episode when Mo Yan walked in. Let's just say that she got so hooked on that she lost track of time.

Mo Yan heard her little girly scream towards the tv when he walked up and opened the door. She was so immersed in her show that she didn't notice his dark silhouette walk in. He watched the emotions etched on her face with pure happiness. Walking in the darkness he went into the bathroom to shower when he came out, she was still in the same position. Then he watched the episode end from where he was standing.

'Does she not know that I'm still here?'

He watched Bai Xin Xi grab the remote to change to the next episode. Not wanting to be ignored anymore he went forward to grab her hands.

"Ahhh!!" she kicked and screamed.

"Xi Xi," his dark penetrative eyes locked onto hers. His handsome features were shining in the dark.

With his other hand he turned on her lamp.

"Mo Yan," she said in a near whisper.

"Did you eat yet?" he called her earlier in the afternoon to tell her that he was coming home early. Only to find that she didn't answer the phone. Since she didn't answer him, he called Butler Dou.

Butler Dou told him that Bai Xin Xi didn't come out of the room all day. She hardly ate her lunch and didn't really bother the maids for any help at all.

He was usually focused on his work but because of her all the meetings he had today were pushed to the right. He came home only to find her watching a love drama with one of the actors from Han Sei Chen's company.

"I… did."

"Did you eat dinner?"

"I'm not hungry." All she wanted to do was watch her drama. She started to fall in love with the main actor and actress. Episode 5 ended she wanted to find out what would happen next to the main actress and how the male lead would confess to her.

He was irritated at the fact that his wife would ignore him for some drama. He lifted her off the bed grabbed the remote to shut the tv off.

"Wait, Mo Yan!!" she exclaimed. "Where are you taking me." She clung onto his shoulders.

She was still in the black t shirt from this morning. With no bra. He knew that of course. When she pressed her breast onto him, he felt her softness. His eyes darkened, "Xi Xi did you not think to wear anything underneath the shirt?"

"Who would have thought that you would carry me out of bed," she was clearly agitated because the only thing on her mind was to finish watching her drama. He smiled a little at her sudden outburst of anger.

He brought her over to the closet. "Change before we go eat." He left her standing there.

She was supposed to be learning about love from her drama instead she got hooked onto it.

'Let's go eat with him first then i'll sneak to watch it….' Satisfied with her plan she went to look for clothes. She forgot that she wasn't wearing anything when it occurred to her that she didn't know if they were eating out or staying in?

Her head popped out of the closet, "Mo Yan are we going out? It wasn't that the shirt was stretched out, but it was because the girl was smaller way smaller compared to him. The side of his shirt slid, and he saw her slender neck which lead to her shoulder being exposed.

She really didn't know the effect she had on him let alone a man. He was glad that she would be locked up by his side. If others were to see this site, they wouldn't be able to control their urges.

"What do you want to do?" The man had such a stiff voice she thought he was mad at her.

"I don't care," she was going to add an apology when she was grabbed by the waist and held up against the wall.

"Are you trying to seduce me?" he then kissed her lips thoroughly. Mo Yan thought that he would be able to resist his urges, but she made it hard for him.

He lifted his knee to set her on top of it so that she would be comfortable and ravaged her lips. She plopped her hands on his chest accepting his kiss. She didn't know what was coming over her, but she also kissed him back. Without thinking she tilted her head to side to accept his greedy mouth.

He caressed her nape went towards her naked shoulder only to stop by her rib cage. It was such a sensual touch that it awoken something inside Bai Xin Xi. She craved for more of his touch what she didn't know that her hands around his chest was enough to provoke him to the next step. She really didn't know what she did to him.

She was about to lose her breath when he stopped kissing her and watched her dazed face from his kisses.

"I'm sorry," the girl was so silly she apologized for what? He really didn't know what went on in her mind. Yet here she was telling him she was sorry. He wanted to laugh because of her effect on him.

She was saved from him because his phone rang.

"Mo Yan are you coming out tonight or not. Or are you having fun with Sister in Law." He was still in the same position as earlier. Instead of moving away from her she was held tightly by his side. What she didn't know was what fun could they be having…

He peered into her big feline eyes. If he were to stay tonight, she wouldn't be able to keep her innocence.

"Em," he said to Han Sei Chen and hung up the phone before he could say anything to him.

She was still stunned from the passionate kiss that they both were in. She wasn't able to move her hands away from his chest. She looked at the concave part of his chest and starred into it as if in a trance.

Her mind was muddled. Not every day do you get kissed by just any man. She wondered if all kisses felt the same. She would have to find out. Sooner or later Mo Yan and her marriage will be done.

"Are all kisses the same?"

He was surprised by her question. He didn't show it though.

This time she looked up at him, "Do all kisses make your heart beat fast?"

She was really a clueless one. He wanted to kiss her again. Instead he was pushed so that she could take a good look at him.

"Mo Yan if I were to kiss another man would it be the same."

His reaction was so fast that whatever she said was left in the air. He grabbed her and set her at the end of the bed. His hands were interlocked with hers. He lost his control. She was still in her black T shirt with no bra on. Her sexiness was so appealing to him. With one hand he subdued both her hands into his palms. The other ventured out to touch her pair legs which were now intertwined behind his back. She gasped as she felt his rough hands roam across her body his tonged slid in and intertwined with her tongue. She felt his member poke her near her belly. She was in such a lustful state that anything that was to happen next would just happen. Of course, she didn't know what kind of state this was she just knew that she had a tingling sensation in her belly that was now hard to control.

His face was close to hers as he spoke and detached from her. "Bai Xin Xi only mine feel that way." With that he got up to leave.