Despairing Life

I find my self in a trance of mixed emotions.

I try to imagine if there is hope but only thing I can think of is just dying.

This is a thing when I want to die but can't knowing how this is.

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My Family is my Chains

My Heart is my Lock

My Life is never mine to control.

I will never seek answer

I will always stay chained

I shall hold still in the passage of time alone

Myself departs alone

Everyone leaves me

I am in despair before my own will torturing my soul.