To Control And Not Show!

"No, Si, everything is okay! No problem at all."

Ai was smiling warmly at them the whole time. She felt that at the end of the day, no plans, no plots and no creativity were needed to bring this two loverbirds close together.

She shook her head and took out her phone. When she saw the message that she received, her eyes widened in shock and she almost fell off from her chair.

Noticing her reaction, Lu Jung curiously asked her. "What happened?" He helped her sit on the chair.

Calming her excited heart, Ai looked at all of them and declared: "Everyone, I am going to be the Deng Shiao' Live Audition Programs singing host!"

When Lu Jung and Ah Si heard that, they looked away and rolled their eyes. Aizhe was the only one who was looking at Ai curiously.

Aizhewas thinking where she heard Deng Shiao from..

"You two! So what if I was a host for two consecutive years? This time it is going to be a blast, okay? They even put out posters and published it on the newspapers..it is going to be a fire!" Ai shrieked in excitement.

Ai couldn't get over from that place every time she went. It was the place where she was declared as China's no.1 Superstar!

When she finally remembered the huge poster being hang outside the tall building, Aizhe remembered it.

She excitedly stood up and went towards Ai. "Ai sister, What is Deng Shiao Live Audition about?" she asked sincerely. She was looking at her curiously and she looked like she really wanted to know about the audition and the program itself.

Ai was frowning at the two who were totally ignoring her when she suddenly heard Aizhe's question. She looked at the girl's eyes which were showing her a familiar emotions in them.

"Aizhe, the Deng Shiao is a company and they do a programe each year for the teens who are lost in their dreams. They help them achieve their goals and this time they are sponsoring on the program 'Gēchàng nǐ de xīn' and it is a survival show whereas you will have to leave your every thing and get worked up on completing your goals and dreams." She paused to let that suck in Aizhe's head first.

"You will have three hosts and those three host will judge you based on your talent. If for instance you are good at singing, then I will judge you and tell you where to do better in. Till the challenges, rounds and finale doesn't come closer, you will have to live in a dome and survive in that cruelty for three months straight. After that, China's No.1 Superstar will be announced!" Ai finished off with an excited tone.

She looked at Aizhe's eyes again and she finally noticed the glows she was looking for.

Excitement, nervous, hesitancy and desperateness.

Those were the emotions she had felt when she went to the audition three to four years ago. She held Aizhe's hand and looked at the two working men.

They weren't even listening and were fully concentrated on their work.

She took her to the near windows and looked at Aizhe calmly. "If you want to do it, go for it! It is your time to shine, don't care about anything else!"

Aizhe looked at Ai and she felt motherly warmth seeping in from her. She felt grateful for her never ending support. Ai made her feel like she was special.

She couldn't express the feelings she had for singing, but Ai understood everything without her having to explain.

When Aizhe was a kid, she used to love singing. For her, singing was a way to express her pain, her happiness, her passion and her loved ones. She would sing all day, participate in a competition and it was everything for her until the day came to choose universities.

At that time, her grandfather was working all day at the restaurant and all night at the field. She wanted to give him everything. She wanted him to live life leisurely and live like any old person should. But before she could show him the acceptance letter of Tsinghua University, he already left her..

Aizhe kept thinking back to the past and how she wishes to turn back time to help her grandfather.

She didn't feel the trembling of her hands at first but suddenly Aizhe felt undescribable pain tightening the walls of her rib cage and she held in to control and not show. Her panick attack were begining.

She clasped into Ai's hand tightly and sweat formed all over her body. Her breathing even came in short..