A New life

Warning: This chapter has to do with some heavy topics and parental guidance is recommended. May be difficult for some readers.

"Daichi!" Someone walks up to me. I yell and scream! "I tried to save him." DANGIT! Why does this happen? "Hinata?" He looked at me with tears. I hugged him with every strength that I had. "I'M SO SORRY! I TRIED TO SAVE HIM!" I felt so bad. If only I had payed more attention to him. I try to walk with Hinata back into volleyball practice. "Volleyball practice is over." I say this with so much emotion and I was trying not to cry. I just let it out. I collapsed. I see the walls spinning. It is dark. Pitch black. Is this a memory? But I don't remember this. I see Hinata alone, holding someone's hand. I walk and I forget what I was doing. Where am I? It is kind of foggy. I take a few steps and I see a new memory. Is that Hinata pacing but from who. He disappears. "WHY CANT I REMEMBER THE LAST HOUR!" I am so lost. I walk and I see Hinata appear standing in front of me. He doesn't look like the others though. He looks like he knows I'm here. "Hinata can you see me?" He looks at me. "I can! This is my memories. You are here because you need to remember." I am so confused. Is it a person? I need to remember? Is it a memory that I have forgotten. My head hurts. If I can feel in this memory. Does that mean, I will die if I can't remember. "I cannot tell you, I am just simply a guide for you." I sit on a bench. "You have your own memories but you seem to not remembering the one person you lost." I tighten up my fists. I tear up. Maybe I don't want to remember. Maybe I would want to die. "You don't want to do that. We wouldn't be a team with you." I didn't say anything. "I'm your guide. It's in your mind, so I know what you are thinking." I looked at Hinata. "You have to have the courage to go to the train station. You have made it this far. I believe you can do it." He disappears. Okay. All I have to do is make it to the train station. Easy enough right. I walk and every step is a peice of a memory that makes sense. I see all around me the sidewalk start to become pictures of memories. I see the train station. There is the house again from the memory. "Why do you run away from me?" Says the boy. Who is that standing there? He has dark- He disappeared. Where did he go? I see him at the train station. I walk there. Every step becomes sand. Maybe I should just give up. "Why do I try. This is impossible." I fall and I see the marks on the ground. Hinata comes back and grabs my hands. He doesn't say anything but this seems different this time. He brings me to the train station. I see a paper on the ground. Is this a calendar? "What is this!" I pick it up. I wake up. "KAGEYAMA IS ALIVE!"