Chapter 8: Mortification

Chapter 8: Mortification

Jade

I run into my room and slam the door shut behind me. "That bastard! I hate him. How could he do this to me? I'm so ashamed. How could he say that to me after he made me feel so good? Sliding down the door dejected, I cover my face with my hands as tears of anger course down my cheeks. My face feels hot with embarrassment. It was the most incredible experience of my life, and he ruined it. I wish I had never gotten into the damn car with him.

Neither Tamara nor Cherry show up that night. Tamara sent me a text saying that they were going home with some guys. This makes my throat clog. My friends are so free with themselves and unbothered by the idea of sex with random men. Me, on the other hand, freak out after some guy that I barely know gives me the best oral sex and drops me off home. What is wrong with me?