constant thought

I don't like her much anymore

She makes everything she does for me seem like a hassle

I feel like i am a burden again

I pride myself on being able to understand most things yet that doesn't stop my mind

Doesn't stop her words that seem to stab me deeper and deeper into my heart

I feel like i want to disappear again

It has become a constant thought that seems to not want to go away

Maybe one day i would be happy to wake up everyday, but for now, i am going to sleep wishing to forever float alone in the darkness