sleep

Sleep and I never really had a good relationship.

No matter what time I went to bed or how many hours I got, it was impossible to fall asleep and when I finally do, it's was terrible the next day when I woke up.

I didn't want to sleep again. Because it was painful to fall asleep and more painful to wake up the next morning.

I wanted to sleep forever, and that scared me a bit because I thought I was better. That I was fine now.

What wonderful lies I keep telling myself.