first crush

She was my first crush.

I am over her, even though I know a part of me will remain with her.

I love her

As a friend

As a admirer

As a person willing to spend the rest of my life with her.

Heartbreak was a bitter sweet thing.

I never confessed but I know

No matter how much i look at her like that, she will never be able to look at a woman like that.

I am willing to see u with a family

Because in the end all i want is for you to be happy.

I will never be your crush

I will never be your lover or girlfriend

I will not be the one you promise to spend forever with.

But I will be your best friend

The one who will always be there for you

The one you talk hours to

The one you care about no matter how far away we are from each other.

You will always be someone important in my life.

And that's enough for me.

I am happy just to be a part of your life.

I might pine for a little longer but in the end of the day you will always be my best friend. And that still sounds perfect.