You said you want to be alone

Guan Xian did not even wait for her to go. He just left her in the cold lobby as if they never knew each other before. 

Xia Sha wanted to call him a cruel man, but she does realize that she is more destructive than that sweet man. It's not in her place to complain about him. 

Xia Sha pushed him away, again and again, when the only thing that Guan Xian does is fighting for them. It's the right decision for him to walk away from her. 

Xia Sha is dragging Guan Xian down. 

And she grows up surrounded by toxic people. Subconsciously or not, Xia Sha knew she tended to be the same type of person as a person as the people in her environment. 

Watching Guan Xian disappear between the night pained Xia Sha heart. But somehow, she could manage to return to her place without crying. 

Somehow Xia Sha could pretend that nothing happens before and spend the night with the girls.